TAGGED BY hooi jett n kee wei! =)

1).Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
ears.
2). How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
no exams!!
3). Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
esther! =D
4). Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
dont think so...
5). Will you ever donate blood ?
maybe...when i get over being afriad of needles!
6). Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Definitely
7) Do you want someone to be dead?
nup,dont hate anyone that much YET!
8. What does your last text message say ?
im on9! xD
9. What are you thinking right now?
i wanna go skating! =)
10. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
he's alrdy with me.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
11 sumthing
Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
roxy?
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Nope
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
ralph bii...
Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1.aletheia
2. esther
3. ralph
4. ying
5. ji hau!~!
6. kee wei
7.shirin!
8. samuel
9. zen yee
10.shaun d sheep!
15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
no 1 she's just exploring diff guys at d same time! multi tasking! xD
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
MALEEEE!!!!!
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
no ! they're both females!!!!!!
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
sub Science stream (form 4)
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
not too long ago
20.Is no.4 single ?
yes. i think
21. Say something about no.2?
she's NICE! =D n wont admit she's lala! xP
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together
VERY unlikely to happen!
23. Describe no.9
very outgoing n smiles alot!
24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?
erm...sit on d fence? cos they're both my frens!
25. Do you like 8 ?
Yeah.. :)

XOXO,
GRACE! =)

she's leaving on a jet plane...

yes..its sad n horrible... amy is leaving..T.T she's going back to sabah 2 do her form 6..

n thats not d worst part,she'll only visit in 5-6 years!!!!! (make it sooner!!)

i cant belive she's going back...she's like part of out G2 family! x( im soooo gonna miss her dancing n welcoming smiles! =( (great im gonna cry.) so amy if u r reading dis,U MUST VISIT US HERE IN D EAST COST SOONER! i cant wait5-6yrs!

well..that's enough bad n sad news,i've got 1 last paper be4 d hols n its next FRIDAY! of all days it ends on a friday! yyyyyyy??? every1 else ends their paper dis week or something, n r enjoying d month off... ishhh..life's sooo unfair!

AT least i've got 1 week time 2 study glob,there's plenty 2 memorize n i need all d marks i can get from screwing up econs n maths so far.

oh yea,went 2 cineleisure today with esther n eugene as a double date. we wathched terminator salvation which was pretty cool actuali. =D

n its been awhile since i posted pictures so i finally cam whored today with esther at cineleisure.

love dis shot d most! =)

yesterday at kim gary..

at orange where i had my 1st ramli burger in 2 yrs! heh! xD

xoxo for nw... n

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PPL! =D

do u noe whats going on?

to paint a picture on whats on my mind now is dis,

I'm losing faith in us...
u can say u trust me a million times but if u dun show it it don't mean a thing,
without actions words r empty,
telling me everything is part of trust,not all the whole meaning of it.
to trust is to have faith,to believe that person will stay true n n remain good in whatever situation.
sadly u don't.

you promise me sweet promises,
promise such as I'll make u twice as happy den u are now and
I'll never hurt u again if u give me the chance..
words that only last a moment but
unaccomplished.
whats the point in making these promises if u break them or don't mean them.

im losing faith,
because to me
the most important thing is TRUST!

i could have made everything easier,
by not telling u
no one gets hurt,
but i didn't cause i didn't want to hide anything from u.
because i trust u completely
i didn't want any doubt between us if u saw me getting in or out of sum other guys car.
that would further complicate things.

however,
by telling u we fought instead.
i cant decide between pros n cons
because the cons take over.
but i cant bring myself to face a decision.

the lines r blurring...
sometimes i think your selfish,
do u put yourself in my position?
I've given up alot to please u,
i know u've given up things too but
its like the more i give, the more u take..
n one day I'll break...

apparently that day was a few days ago.
i just couldnt take it anymore.
n the more i thought about it,i got even more fed up!
fed up of empty words that vanish as soon as they leave your lips.
don't promise me things to please me,promise me things within your capability...

you once again promised me that it would never happen again.
but a part of me no longer believes it.

words...
you throw them around for minutes of pleasure,
but its empty...worthless.
the hopes that you gave me once upon a time r fading now.

things cannot stay the same as before..
we're way past the forgiving point now..
its no longer bout who apologized,
its about us...trust and words!
Ur's n mine...
promises that don't come true r hurtful even without u realising it..

your words n actions don't complement each other.
hope for a change...a difference in our future is vanishing...

on the inside...

as she sat alone in the dark,
for the 1st time
she felt afraid.
there was something bout the unusual stillness that made every little movement noticeable.

tears were dripping down her cheeks,
but she choose to ignore it.
as hurtful words linger on her thoughts like nightmares that wouldn't go away.
her mum was mad n furious,
who could blame her?
but did her actions and words be so precise n brutal?
unlike sharp spears that stab your body leaving u cold n shock,
it was more of a knife that slowly scratches u till blood flows but it still wont stop.
it may heal, but it will still leave an unforgettable scar.

sometimes she just want to run away..shut herself with all her flaws away from the world..
but where could she go?
how would she live?
its times like that when she reaslises that she is overly dependent on her parents n family.
a weakness that she never found as a problem.

she was told that she was useless,that she was inconsiderate,
she was screamed at for being a disgrace,irresponsible,spoilt n worthless.
how true is that? she always wonder...
coming from someone who knows u your whole life,
there had to be the truth.

it hurts...ALOT.
tears prick her lower lid as it gathers around forming a glass-like shield before pouring down like a light drizzle on a summer's day.

drip-drop-drip-drop...
no one cares,
all alone in the dark n still house..
no one knows...
because on the outside
she's always fine!

i fell into a dream.

I fell asleep to a dream

That involved you and me

With a golden sunset in our hair

And dandelions in our pockets

A movie plays in the background

Playing our song

As we sway back and forth

In the middle of the park.

With our fingers crossed

And our legs intertwined

Count to ten

Hold my breath

Here comes the best part

It’s 12:34 am

And I think I’m finally starting to fall in love

With the sounds of the record player

And the feel of your voice.

the hellos and goodbyes...

the unknown passer by's

I’ve learned that loveIs the best self medication

Even if it is hard to come by

.And that pills and alcohol and the bladeAre all just an illusion.

I fell asleep to a dream that involved You and me

As I watched the seconds ticking away.

I fell in love with the carvings on the sides.

counting the soft ticking of d clock.

That night I fell asleep

To a dream of you and me

As we both laid down

And disappeared.

silence deafs us..

slowly but surely...

a far glare of hope fills her...

as she breathes deeply. silently the flicker of her eyalash becomes d only movement...

running thru a wheel of emotions..

her heads spins n she feels giddy...

she shutd her eyes quickly...but it doesnt help..

its still pounding against her head...

deep thoughts washed her completely....

she fell...

there she was found...

lifeless...

eyes wide open...she looked beautifull even dead.

her pale white skin with red full lips.

blood stains spread across her white expensive wedding dress..

food(yummy) n fun (whee) fair! xD

someone found his femine side.

mr.sunnysideup!

with kumar...

loveable backy n kumar!

mine n anton's (right) graffiti!

introducing kumar kumssy...surprise!

kumssy...haha..

ale's g2 graffiti...

the crowd..

lol..i love dis drawing...wished it last longer...

jeremy's awesome graffiti of G2! it looks super..

hey hey ppl...i guess u can aldy guess wats 2day's post is gonna b about. Yup,food n fun fair at clc 2day. it was an church event. ntg much 2 tell as it was pretty tiring after d g2 band performed. sorry i din hav pics cos i was backuping n couldnt hold d camera...but d was AWESOME! cos we realli shook up d crowd. wooohooo...G2 rox!! x) post d pics 1st cos im realli too tired 2 change d arrangements! sorry!

fraser's wonder!!!!

IMMMM baCCCKKK...!!!! didya miss me?? xD


lol...just so u noe, i went off 2 fraser's hill over d weekend n it wasnt as boring as i expected it 2 be. i mean sure i had loads of naps cos d weather was ideal for me falling asleep . seriously lovely...=)

stayed in pine's resort apartment which was 1 floor up n tho d stairs looked kindda dirty n unkept i liked it cos it made me feel like in s total different environment n i got used 2 bugs for d last 3 days! lol...can u belive it?? (but i still hate n am scared of bugs nw!)

my aunt was right cos i wasnt exactly looking forward 2 dis trip but u do do stuff dat u dont usualli do such as monopoly, n ur probably wondering wat does monopoly hav 2 do with dis? n well... at home,all of us r either off hiding away in our rooms or on9, n when we do come down other den meals we're watching tv 2gether,dats d most of our family time, but when we( as a family) was up there we actualli spend quite sum time together like playing twister n monopoly( which i was in d end but at least im not d 1st 2 b bankrupt xD) n i kindda enjoy it all.. d fresh air...family time...n d beauty of nature...n especially d cool fresh air. definely a nice change from our humid n polluted air.

i'll miss fraser's for once cos i realli took in all of its natural n unspoilt beauty.. even d houses there build ages ago r magnificently kept. truly memoriable..

anyhow there's too many pics 2 be uploaded here so go check them out on facebook aite? after i post em up next week cos im realliiii tired from d trip.

just a few pics from d trip...=X heh....

my adorable cousin with nicole..

i found dis tree pretty unique! =)

tata...xoxo...