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someone tell me why, im finding u a annoying. its not just when u say or what u say any more, its just even the way u behave. i dont feel like im dependent on u, somehow along the way, i grew independent just like how i used to. im happier this way, u noe i've always pride myself with being able to stand on my own. i told u i was never the clingy girlfriend, n i dont want to be. i was, but no more. like i said before no promises, we'll see how it goes. but even if u step back into my life, i want a change. i dont want to be dependent on u, because i hate the feeling when u were not there to lean on, i hate the feeling that im alone after so long. i like where i am now, so dont change me.

picturesss just like i promised..

this was a joke btw, it was alrdy night but we wore our sunnies! =D

FREE KE$HA CONCERT!

im just got back from Ke$ha's concert! it was the BOMB! n the ending, it rained gold n silver confetti! AWESOME...!!!! like no one escaped it, there was confettin everywhere (yup, even in my boots!)

it was so last min, i only found out from a uni friend at 2 when the concert was at 6! haha.... but im glad i went, her voice aint that good live, but her vibe n the crowd's atmosphere was spectacular!!!

will upload videos n pics when i get em on fb! =)

gosh,im tired but i hav to stay up n do BAS! thats the price i pay for watching Ke$ha i guess. but it was Worth it!! =D

a strange thought

its strange how i never thought i'll miss u like how i do,
its strange how everything is now,
its strange how i never thought i'll ever have this problem till now,
its strange how much im missing because im here,
its strange how distant u feel when u're not around,
its strange how i thought i would just blend in without a doubt,
its strange how everything is harder in real life,
its strange how we have so much doubt about ourselves,
its strange how it feels like forever within months,
its strange how hard i have to work from now on,
its strange how i was never warned about alot of stuff,
its strange how the weather can turn in a blink of an eye,
its strange how everyone is moving on with life,
its strange how we live our life,
its strange how i even came up with this,
its strange how i think im strange when we're all strange most of the time.

gosh, im so strange! uni is getting hold of me..!!

fell...pick up the pieces...move along...

i fell that day while humming to 'raindrops keep falling on my head' (it was drizzling) now im suffering from badly scrapped knee n palm! =( that day just wasnt my day. seriously.... i tore my brand new leggings when i fell n my umbrella is now distorted cos it hit the ground when i fell...





GOOD NEWS IS I BOUGHT 2 NEW LEGGINGS TO REPLACE THE TORN ONE, it was a 2 for $25 sale... so obviously u buy 2 rite? newayy.. the weather here is getting colder (but not cold enought for knee-high boots!) so i went to macquarie mall earlier n got myself a pair of FLAT studded ankle boots! =D it look awesome n it keeps my feet really warm.. =) the boots would look good with my new hoodie n skinnie... gosh,im never this excited over cold weather before. now im just hoping the winter chill will creep in slowly quickly. but not too cold.

moving on from clothes, uni is really stresseing me out. i doubt i'll hav time to blog at all by the time week 5 arrives. its only week 1 n i hav to submit a draft for my marketing assignmnet due in week 3 that takes up to 25% of my final mark! ( it freakin stress when i hav other subjects to worry about too!) gahh.... i never thought uni would be this hard, n they say that 1st years r easier... pftttt.... i honestly cant imagine my 2nd n 3rd year if i live long enought to face that

okay, i gtg STUDY! (yes, read my LIPS: S-T-U-D-Y!) got piles of reading n analysing to do...

day in the sun!

okay, sum of u may noe i've had a beach craving since i came here, n last sat im happy to say i satisfied that craving!!!! =D yay! had a beach day out ozzie style! woot! x) it was awesome. i really love the water n the waves, i jst wished i had more timee... i had to leave early to catch the bus home while everyone else stayed back for the bbq.

thos who hav me as ur friend on fb should have seen the beach pictures by now! but just for ur convinience i'll post it up here too!!! =D


the pictures tells it all...



































oh n it was my 1st day in uni today! it was pretty okay. else den the rain which is freazing m butt off... (gahhh...i caught a cold!) :( thats all for today peeps! ;) stay tuned to find out how uni life is getting...