GET IN! ruumz...

lol...was alrdy hyper in d morning cos i lacked of zzz d nite be4 so it was no wonder at all dat i was super semangat bout participating ruumz...its was fun, esp cos i got lots of free goodies( pillow,t-shirt n a notebook!) tho we're onli allowed 2 sign up once but at d time i visited d booth it wasnt popular yet so i sign up twice n asked d guy at d counter nicely if he could give me a t-shirt instead of a tag n he was nice enuf 2 do so. YAY! xD

just in case ur wondering,isnt ruumz a club in kl? or wth is ruumz, i'll kindly explain myself for d 100th time wat ruumz is. im sure everyone hu owns or noe of a compt has an account in one social network or another like facebook n friendster, wel.... introducing m'sia very own ruumz... its a social network starting from m'sia. its alrite so go check it out! =) (to b honest i liked d goodies more den d website, ESP D NICE T-SHIRT!!!!)

http://www.ruumz.com/

IM IN

i think there was sum pics of me n my frens at d paparazi site cos i weared my t-shirt straight away as i was excited! xD typically me. i shuld realli start packing 4 my trip 2 fraser's 2moro... ish... y do i hav 2 go there? its boring n lifeless.... else den d lower den city temperature ntg seems 2 b attractive n d facilities seems 2 b falling apart. seriously... our country has a problem with maintaning stuff!!!!!

oh wel..im off... here's a pics bout ruumz..=)

i love/lust u??

sometimes u make me high...sometimes u bring me down...

i dont noe if being with u was a right decision but i all i noe i

dat i love the way u love me.

i cant describe the way u make me feel cos its not d buterflies in ur stomach kindda topsie turvy feeling which everyone describles as love..

its more of d suttle n calm mix with joy with a twist of excitment...maybe its not just love but lust also.. im not saying i dun love u,neither am i saying i onli lust over u...its like both cos i as far as im concern teenagers hav raging hormones dat sumtimes dont keep in check n do run wild leading to many current sensitive issues such as unwanted pregnancy n leading to d high rates of abortion etc...

now where was i?oh yea love n lust... rite...

as i was saying... i love n lust after u! =) dat doesnt sound romantic which is kindda d reason y no1 says dat to their partner.. u'll get a slap cos if u say u lust after sum1 will mean ur onli into her physically...which unless u dun mind onli being an airhead den ur fine,but i noe most girls would want guys 2 notice not just their looks but also their attitude n character. after all isnt character that makes d person?

however in our world today looks count as first impression plays a part in d way ppl judge u. ( btw when ppl say looks dont matter,THEY"RE LYING! cos looks do matter but IT IS NOT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING.)

now before i keep going outta topic... i wanna explain y i would say i love n lust after my partner cos it means dat my partner has sex appeal. =) to me at least...which is all dat matters.

so if sum1 says they lust after u its not necessarily a bad thing after all. =) hmm...not like it was a bad thing 2 start with. im just crapping. xD

quote:

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.Colin Raye

geek face!

remember those times when we were tiny,n a simple treat like candy would make us behave?


welll..to b honest i wasn't d cutest among d class or even within my siblings. in fact i was d (to put it lightly) GEEK hu wasn't even smart...

to those wondering why im actualli putting dis down when most ppl try 2 hide their embarrassing childhood stories is cause im not exactly ashame of hu i was n how i looked like.

i was very obviously d ugly duckling with spec n a sticking out bunny tooth (those hu know me long enuf would recall as it wasnt so long ago.)

n i was insanely annoying...realli..cos its ntg compared to me being annoying nw.

anyhow..i changed,both physically and mentally. n im glad for that because i am a better person than i was be4. im stronger n i learn alot.

so thank u to everyone that made me d way i am today, i may have hated my form 3 life n d process of becoming hu i am but i realise its a journey dat moulds me to my current state.

no journey that makes u learn is easy..

like what dolly parton once said,If you want to see the rainbow you gotta put up with the rain..

tons n tons of thanks to my high skol bitches hu completely change me. love u guys loads! =D

FEEL-LIKE-IT pictures!

JUST 4 LAUGHS!!!

shit happens but its doesnt seem 2 get any better.

they're lying when they say they'll be there for u....cos in d end everyone is alone.

they promised u lavish words and endless support but sumtimes just being there is too much 2 ask.

since when did a 'how do u do?' became a question? wasnt it a greeting?

we walk past each other everyday but we seem to be strangers now. i used to thinki knew u,used to think we were friends,but i guess we drift apart...

its my fault i noe dat, but it became unbearable to even talk to u without assumptions being made.

there was a time when i could talk heart-to-heart with u,a great fren. but u changed n i still stayed the same... situations change and everything wasnt how it used to be a few months a go. no one is to blame, just everyone should learn to keep their mouth shut once awhile. including u.

since when did u become so unthoughtfull... maybe im overly sensitive but u couldnt care more bout d consequences of ur words could u? how dat may affect others. i dont noe u anymore. or maybe i never did..i thought i did but i noe hu ever u hav become, i dont noe u.

its not d 1st time im pissed off at u, once when we were in class. but dat was minor compared to dis. u werent d 1 waking up at 6+ just 2 end up ripping ur work in shreds cos it got rejected. u din hav 2 experience d anger and hatred against sum1. i hated u for a min but i dont now. i simply no longer care. it makes things so much easier cos i wont feel mad at u... u cant b mad at sumthing u dun care can u?

make an effort to open ur eyes n observe everything around u, dont just see it like everyone else,cos it all fades so damn easily..

i want a cig rite nw....

curse u streamyX!

sorry 4 ignoring u blog but my connection has failed me for at least d 68th time. annoying aint it?

anyway.......... i wanna point out dat FAST & FURIOUS 4 is out(2nd april ) n its pretty darn awesome. love d cars m story line. =) watched it last fri with ralph, d cinema was packed with not onli guys but girls 2 which shows dat modern girls do take interest in auto vehicles which i find is cool!! =)

n going back 2 last thurs which was MUFY GAMES! =) (its like sports day excpt u wear mufy shirts which r blue dis year, so if u were wondering y were there dozens of blue t ppl,relax its not an army camp taking over. ) damn im lame! xD

anyhow,meet up with shev,yaya, illiana n deena 4 lunch at rock cafe. which was nice cos i hardly get 2 hang with them due 2 my hectic schedule. here's sum cam whorin fun =D :

yaya..=)

all 3 of us. =)

haha..our attempt 2 b EMO!

shev n i.

deena. =) she lovess my sunnies.

alil self loving..heh...

ciau..i got glob class 2 attend.( btw did i mentionim sooo desprate dat im in d library?) x)