Being with u is like a slow motion accident,
u know its happening u just dont know when....
i hate how i do this to myself,
i should walk away but i cant let u go.
its so dysfunctional that i feel pathetic being so weak...
what happened to the independent girl that used to walk away from being compromised.
the girl that never took 2nd place, who was cautious when it came to matters of her heart.
where did that side of me went?
when i need it the most, i became sum1 i dont even noe.
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hu r u??? n yes, an option. like 2nd best?
i know what you mean but im sure he doesnt consider an option, maybe hes looking at how the relationship has been going?
maybe, but we havent spoken in awhile, n sometimes i feel that he'd rather spend his time with every other girl but me. lol. i dunno if u get it but its like i dont matter or sumthing.
i think i know what you mean..
but what was the last thing you guys talked about?
that might have something to do with it
i think d last proper conversation we had was about breaking up, n at that moment i think we were both thinking bout it, but i kept think maybe we could fix this. but now n then i look at where we r n i noe thats not gonna happen. that he was gonna get bored of me, n how i would end up hurt just like i knew i would be sooner or later. i dont noe y im telling u thsi even when i dont noe u, but its like u get me.
ive had some similar experiences that i wouldnt like to talk about :S
but, from the way you said that post it looks like the spark has almost finished dieying out...
how did you guys start your relationship in the first place? because if you guys are friends then it might be best to just tell him that itd be best to be friends again?
i know it sounds too old but sometimes the simplest things are the most effective
and it sounds like you already know its going to happen so why not just do it now?
relationships are like bandaids sometimes, if you take them off slowly it hurts alot more.. believe me..
we were friends hanging out in d same group, n he charmed me i guess. n i din fell for his smooth pick up lines, i fell for his late night talks that went for hours n i loved how honest he could be around me.
i want us to stay friends without being awkward n he is a great guy to hang out with. even if we're not 2gether, he's just not sum1 hu can commit i guess. but truee... i've been wanting to talk to him in person for ages but he's been full avoiding me. :S i dont wanna do it thru a text cos i think he deserves more than a text or a call.
it sounds like youre making the right decision, something like this happened with one of my friends once and im still good friends with them, i dont think that he'll be any different, just try to push him a little more to see you and im sure it will work out fine and you'll both remain good friends :)
i wish you luck with this grace and maybe someday youll find the right person who can commit and will love you as you deserve to be loved :)
aww.. thanks! :) n i think every1 deserves to be loved anyway. n i will try, pushing him to c me n stuff but im getting tired of being d onli 1 trying to make it work or at least putting in d effort to c him.
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