trial balances r meant to balance, so y doesnt mine?

yea, accounts is boring me to tears n yet its so frustrating cos it doesnt balance or add up. how can such a dull subject be so complicated???? ishh....................

moving on, life's been pretty good to me. am loving the weather these few days, hopefully it stays this good cos i cant wait for spring to come.... :) am a summer person so spring is my 2nd fav season.

had a massive update on songs from roger a few days ago, n i hav yet listen to all of them but i do like quite a few from claude kelly, n no he isnt gay tho he sings sum songs from a girls point of view. he's a song writer n a rathe rgood one may i add. lyrics-wise.

wel.. im suppose to be doing my accounst so i should getback to that. nites peeps. :)

no fuss,no complicated stuff.

altho i din say half d things that i wanted to in my head, but its okay cos we need not explain ourselves as that wont change the end result. i hope we'l be great friends n i hope u'll be the best that u can be, not for anyone else but for urself... to exceed that expectations of others that have dubbed upon u. i noe ur r capable of alot of great accomplishments if u could be bothered to give it ur all. im glad ur busy with ur work as it shows that u care bout studies. :) hope to c u around.

n im always here for a chat/hug! :D

3 months

never thought we'll be 2gtehr this long but eventho we did, part of us died on d way of getting here.
i miss u so much at times but i noe u dont. n it kills me to noe that u never will. but i will be okay, u may never noe this but u were my sunshine, n u really did make me smile for awhile.. once upon a time.

i loved u n now i've losts u... im losing grip on what we had... n i cant find it back. its okay, i guess we were never meant to be.. but i wish u ntg but d best, n even if everyone has their back agaisnt u, i will be here for u. no but's, no exception's, cos thats just kindda person i am. u can stand under my umbrella. :)

random thought!

was reading sum older posts n i realise how often i updated d blog when i 1st got here. how whne i din had any friends n spend my fridays n sats in. how i bloged cos i was bored outta my mind.



looking at things now, its so different from a few months ago. im almost never home on fri n sat nights these days, n im only back after midnight when im out.







i use to worry bout not fitting in, bout if i will ever make any friends n turns out i was worrying for ntg cos i did make friends that made life so much more fun. that made uni so much more bearable. :)







i remember d random web cam moments when i used to chat with my sister n she would tel me how everything was back home,how i was always sad after those webcam sessions cos i feel like i was losing touch with everything i was familiar with.. losing grip on everything i knew so wel..







it worries me less now, cos i realise starting over isnt that hard after all.. learning everything from d scratch again can be frustrating but u get to be familiar with new things.. with new ppl.. in a new environment.







now that uni is back on,the workload has given me less time to worry bout myself n more attention to my grades that i need to pull up after the average grades i got last sem. i noe i can do better n i should hav done better. but i din, so im determined to do better this sem.







its a pretty dull post peeps but im just ranting anyway. :)




the current hairstyle. :) yeshh... im a redhead! x) wel.. brownish with a tinge of red. hehe...

a shot of me n shev at a zouk club in kl. :) 1 of d best nites ever.....<3>

nites n peace out y'all! :)

Xx...

dont let me stop u.

randomly i felt like this songs just expresses how i feel.

I used to be a little bit shy
I kept my deepest feelings inside
Speaking up to you about my
Emotions has always been hard
But this just can't wait
Tonight I feel a little bit brave
So I won't let one more day pass without you
Explaining what we are

This is gonna sound kind of silly
But I couldn't help but notice
The last time you kissed me
You kept both eyes opened
Baby can you tell me what does that mean?
If you're looking over your shoulder
Then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

A lot of things I can take
Got a high thresh hold for pain
But let's get one thing straight
I'm not down to share you with anyone
If that's not what you're looking for
Nice knowing you but there's the door
Cause I know that I can find someone
Who'll give me what I want

This is gonna sound kind of silly
If you're looking over your shoulder
Then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance, get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

Even if I end up broken hearted
I won't lie
I don't wanna hear goodbye
But either way I'll be alright

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance, get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance, get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

dont let me stop u by kelly clarkson

u make me an option.

Being with u is like a slow motion accident,

u know its happening u just dont know when....

i hate how i do this to myself,

i should walk away but i cant let u go.

its so dysfunctional that i feel pathetic being so weak...

what happened to the independent girl that used to walk away from being compromised.

the girl that never took 2nd place, who was cautious when it came to matters of her heart.

where did that side of me went?

when i need it the most, i became sum1 i dont even noe.

1234 tell me that u love me more.

a few months ago if i was in d same position, i would have gladly walked away from this. Unfortunately right now, I'm giving myself reasons to stay,secretly wishing it'll work out when d walls r crumbling down. what changed over these few months? i don't Noe, i guess i liked u more than i thought i would.

i fail in playing mind games n i fell even though not hard but i did started to fall for u, which i don't wish to regret. somehow I'm getting fed up, fed up of feeling like an option when Ur my priority. there isn't a reason why u should be my priority if Ur gonna treat me like an option.

a friend told me that if u cant be sure or even be d least bit determined that u''ll still be around after 3 weeks, then Ur not worth d love I'm capable of giving. I'm hanging on by a thread, show me Ur determine to change, that this time its different as u claim n I'll stick around cos i am on d verge of walking out of this, out of u.

if Ur bored of me like how u usually are with Ur previous experiences then I'm here to say that I'm not like Ur previous experiences, i might look lost a lot n like a kid but i will walk if i think Ur just gonna waste my time n treat me like an old toy. show me that this time its different, i told u i dun care bout Ur past, or what u did, i love u for who u r with all Ur faults n flaws. i love u n i hope u still feel the same about me. < /3<>