Life's a theme park

Ka-Pow DAY! :D

2011-12-26T18:41:00.002+08:00

yes im lame, and for those who did not get it, its boxing day! get it?? but anyway this Christmas I decided to stay back in Sydney and experience how Christmas would be like here, its quiet, veryyyyy quiet. maybe i need more friends or something cos house parties dont seem to be very popular here. however i did get many gifts, mostly from one person ( the boyfriend) but i appreciate each and every one of my gifts as well as spending so much time with the family this festive holiday. as different as it is i enjoyed every moment of it. :)

and omg boxing day in the city today was chaos from the start til the end, i started at 10am which is pretty late considering the fact that most shoppers end at 10am and start at 6-7am. but i was still walking around and shopping till 5ish before i was way to hungry to go on. and worse bit wa si didnt even get to hit George street!!!! :( but i was too broke after anyway so kudos to hayby and Zen for making it that far with me in my mad shopping adventure today. :D and all the great buys and random pressies from Zen. :) really sweet but random as well. shall end this post as im way to tired and i still need to clean my room before my parents arrive tomorrow at 12pm!!!! gahhh.. so much to do. nights peeps and i hope u had an awesome festive season as i did. <3

sister blog

2011-12-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

wel.. u know how brands have like a mother brand or a branch out from the original? wel.. its about time i introduce a sisiter blog that i have been having for awhile now. :)

while this blog has always been about colours, cheerful and songs, the other blog is ~~slightly MORE~~

A LOT MORE deeper i guess? its for things that i dont want everyone to know esp cos its more personal, but i reckon that i dont have as many random blog viewers as before esp cos i have been very lazy to update, so for those loyal few here's a insight of what i really think at times. :)

http://believehopeanddespair.blogspot.com/

yes go on hating but i really like this song. :)

2011-12-16T19:42:00.003+08:00

"Mistletoe"

It’s the most beautiful time of the year

Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer

I should be playing in the winter snow

But I'mma be under the mistletoe

I don’t wanna miss out on the holiday

But I can’t stop staring at your face

I should be playing in the winter snow

But I’mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you

With you under the mistletoe

Everyone's gathering around the fire

Chestnuts roasting like a hot July

I should be chilling with my folks, I know

But I’mma be under the mistletoe

Word on the street Santa's coming tonight,

Reindeer's flying through the sky so high

I should be making a list, I know

But I’mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you

With you under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you

With you under the mistletoe

Aye, love, the wise men followed the star

The way I followed my heart

And it led me to a miracle

Aye, love, don't you buy me nothing

'cause I am feeling one thing, your lips on my lips

That’s a merry, merry Christmas

It’s the most beautiful time of the year

Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer

I should be playing in the winter snow

But I’mma be under the mistletoe

I don’t wanna miss out on the holiday

But I can’t stop staring at your face

I should be playing in the winter snow

But I’mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you

With you under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you

With you, under the mistletoe, under the mistletoe

Kiss me underneath the mistletoe

Show me baby that you love me so-oh-oh

Oh, oh, ohhh

Kiss me underneath the mistletoe,

Show me baby that you love me so-oh-oh

Oh, oh, ohhh

so who do u wanna spend your Christmas with?

Merry Christmas y'all.

your eyes speak to me, they tell be calm.. be strong.

2011-12-15T21:14:00.004+08:00

so u should put up a new post since u have so much time on your hands, just saying. :) n yes u know who u are. ;)

my post for today would be on a self conscious comment that a 'friend' of mine mentioned to me today after i failed to do a proper push up and when he saw my muffin top. its been ages since I've been that self-conscious so it was quite a surprise on how insecure I can get about my body, but then again who doesn't.

maybe its cos i don't go to the gym and work out my abs, triceps and whatever muscle there is on our body but yes i do get self conscious about my figure and i think that it sucks to feel crap about yourself as much as we like to think we have an average good body, i think deep down we all get very self conscious about how we look due to the fact that we don't have perfect bodies ( unless you're Jessica Alba or Megan Fox. ) but yes, as much as i feel crappy i guess we have to admit we ain't perfect but then again normal people aren't pefect. PERFECTION IS OVERRATED anyway. like honestly as if Megan Fox would constantly look that amazing on transformers if it wasn't for makeup and airbrushing. like seriously,its close to impossible to look that amazing in sweat and running for your life from mechanical aliens trying to take over the world.

but all in all, i just wanna say its okay to be insecure about yourself, cos who isn't? and yes we don't want to walk around looking perfect cos that will be boring just like the movie surrogate

but in real life instead. so yes i'm not a size 4, nor am I fat free and yes i do have a muffin top and humble boobs that don't make you stare at my chest when you talk to me, but I am very much unique and normal as can be, so yes i should be happy for exactly the way I am. and if I'm not happy, it doesn't hurt to join the gym but only if you feel comfortable doing so. :)

so this one is about u!

2011-12-14T09:50:00.011+08:00

querido sergio.....

after being MIA for months I'm back with just 1 post for now, this is dedicated to the one that strayed and found his way back when everything changed.

A while ago, u had me to the point of doing anything for u. while I ignorantly believed that u knew me better than anyone else at that time, back then u let me down. I learned a valuable lesson from those 3 months, so thank u for that no I'm not being sarcastic, like honestly thank u! I've build my walls up and they don't fall for anyone except the few that I let in, but somehow even as time pass, questions unanswered still haunt me.

it was good catching up with u last night/morning. i haven't spoke to anyone for the entire night in ages.. but it also brought back a lot of memories that i thought i have kept safely tucked away. u were always a charmer, and just when i thought i was immune to your charming words and corny ways, a part of me liked it. which makes feel me terrible as to our situation does nothing to improve the lust and emotional pleasure that we once indulged in and continue to secretly enjoy..

only time will unravel our future, if we crossroads again let us learn not to waste the moments as we did before. i wish u all the best and u know that u can always come to me. :) ;3

ghost in the machine-B.o.B

2011-08-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

Tell me where am I supposed to go?
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see just what I see.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

You say I look fine, if only you knew what's on my mind.
You'd see a whole different sign, I couldn't show you even if I tried.
I must have got lost in time when I found out I was only free to be, where ever I want to be.

Some say I'm out of sight, how I run and that we're all so blind.
If you could open up your eyes, you could see what I couldn't describe.
And then, you'd see the signs, and then your soul would be set free, and then you'd be released.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Tell me where am I supposed to go.
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see. (Hey)

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

And I'm terrified, like I've seen a UFO.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

(I go)
(A UFO)
(And I'm so tired of hiding, I've been running, I've been trying, to get away, to get away)

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

California king bed

2011-08-27T19:45:00.002+08:00

i miss how u pull ur faces

us summarized.

thank u

ur the boy i never thought i'll fall for. the one who i never thought i'll spend 10 months with cos we were just so different. but u changed me n i'll never be the same without u. how thing ended was my fault n i did u wrong but im glad that u were in my life. i loved u, n sometimes wonder n think to myself.. i think i still do but not the same way as before. i knew u so much better after. what's said and done cannot be changed. im sorry for everything esp d hurt i have caused u that has pushed u to go back into some of ur old habits. i hope u dun fall back into the same patterns.

if i had a wish i would wish that i could take away the pain n make that mine, to undo the hurt n grieft i caused u but i cant, n sorry doesnt cut it but it has been the best i can do. we cant be together but i do appreciate every moment we had together.

valentine's

2011-02-15T10:39:00.003+08:00

so we all know the day valentine's day day where rosses n chocolate's prices hijack up the roof. yes, a single rose will costs u like $15 instead of whatever it usually costs. however, most of us dont really know the story behind such a romantic day. to think that valentine's day was celebrating d day that a priest was beheaded is probably far to none in our minds, but yet its true.

Valetine's day started when a priest or bishop by the name of Saint valentine's secretly went against the Roman Emperor then named Claudius's ban of marriage. you see, according to Claudius, the roman empire was getting larger n larger, thus requiring more capable n strong men to become soldiers. he viewed that when soldeirs got married, they became attached and thus will not become good soldiers. hence he issued a law the banned all marriage to assure that the empire will have quality soldiers.

however, Saint Valentine's did not agree with this ban, n secretly performed marriages. soon after the emperor found out about Valentine's doing, n beheaded him for going agaisnt his law. before he died he wrote a letter to a dear friend, signing off as From Your Valentine, which has stuck to this very day.

so while's you celebrate Valentine's day, its was d work of a priest that never gave up on love. :)

so how did you celebrate your Valentine's?

this was mine.

BOXing day!

2010-12-26T22:41:00.004+08:00

volunteering in teh orphanage was pretty hectic, esp during meal times. but in d end of the day it was worth all teh sweat to see those smiles on these kids's faces. :) it feels good giving back to the community. giving these kids a festive meal to remember. staying up to watch soccer tonight, supposrt of course my fav soccer team, MANCHESTER UNITED! :D against Chelsea! cant wait to see M.U kick ass! woo.. off now. merry 2nd day of xmas/ Boxing day peeps! :)

on another note,

finally read ur blog earlier, it was all good til i came upon

'Like when i was trying to figure out how to end my relationship,
It took so long i almost went crazy in the process'

and thats when i realised it actually hurt to read that. that i've been such a fool to think that u felt d same as i did for u once upon a time. it shouldnt hurt, it shouldnt affect me now, after all this time, but it does n i dont know why. i dont wanna know the reason cos that would force me to face the truth that i've been denying.

i rather leave it, i was better off not knowing that i was a fool to believe that u could actually come anywhere close to how i felt for u.

2010-10-31T19:56:00.003+08:00

one more hour til i turn 19. :)

i feel old all of a sudden, but then who doesnt on every birthday. looking at my sisters graduation pictures just reminds how quickly 2 years hav went went by n i was just like that 2 yrs ago.

looking at the transition form then to now, im surprised at how far i've come. never thought i'll be here today at where i am, thousands of miles away from home, enjoying life in a different land. as i look back at my friends from high school in different paths. i remember all the dreams n predictions we had. how i always wanted to be like my friends, to hang til late at nite n go out whenever i want. looking back then, i wasnt matured enough to handle that kind of freedom to start with. n i appreciate that i din go wild n rebel against what i wanted cos from all the predictions n dreams, mine was d only one that came true.

i never regreted all that i wnet thru,as i take it as experiences that contributed to my growth. who i am today, is someone i never thought i could be 2 yrs ago. i owe heaps to my friends that change me for d better. :) but i stil hav so much more to learn n grow. no matter how old i get, i can always improve to be a better person. thats something i truly believe in.

i guess i better study now, only a week be4 my finals start. *gasp* panic mode hits me now.

xoxo,grace

Torn

2010-10-28T22:13:00.003+08:00

Decisions... Trust.... N conscience. Factors that play around my mind to make up my mind. My obedient self is saying no but my fun loving heart says no one has to Noe. I'm torn between wats right n wat I want. Decision... Decisions.... Decisions. We face them everyday with the choices we make affecting our tomorrows in one way or another. I hope I'll make the right one in d end.

wish upon a star

2010-10-19T13:16:00.005+08:00

'star shine, star bright, make my wish come true tonight.'

a prayer i used to wished on every night when i was a little girl.

and even when i knew that wishes on a star doesn't come true, i kept wishing anyway.

Thinking faith would keep my wish alive.

it was a way of directing my fantasy of a perfect world in my head... to find hope and peace in a world that fails to provide such security to every individual.

Stars were always my favourite sign.

of course when i was 5 i didn't know that each star was a flaming planets millions and billions light years away.

i always though it was a beautiful natural phenomenal that complemented the moon.

While everyone admired on how lovely the full moon looked,

I would be paying attention to the stars n

thinking to myself ' look at how pretty the stars make the moon shine'

insecurities.

2010-10-11T11:33:00.006+08:00

i sometimes dream and wonder if u'll ever love me like u loved her.

this is me with insecurities bursting out a thought.

i know i shouldnt be thinking bout it, cos ur with me now.

but i still see past picstures of how happy u 2 looked.

i know i have plenty of my own but why do i feel like i'll never be as good.

that u'll never feel the connection u had,

i keep thinking maybe we finally had this connection or was it just me?

u gave me one of d best sleepovers i ever had,

just talking n cuddling u made me happy.

i honestly feel like maybe there is a something more to this.

but whenever i have confidence in us,

insecurities kicks in.

leaving me wondering if there was anything more than a spark in d 1st place.

fader-the temper trap

2010-09-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

I'm in transit
But I'm stranded on this boat
And I pledge myself allegiance
To a better night's sleep at home

And the sweet, sweet sun's comin' down
Hard, the sun's comin' down
Hard, it burns the bones
So hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover from harm

Talk don't change a thing
Oh, it's fadin' for ya
Words don't sink, they swims
Oh, it's fadin' for ya

Best
This mess we tried our best
For something we can do
While the angels walk with the lonely ones
In the cold rain and rescue you

And this fatal world's comin' down
Hard, walls comin' down
Hard, in all our homes
So hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover from harm

Talk don't change a thing
Oh, it's fadin' for ya
Words don't sink, they swims
Oh, it's fadin' for ya

Talk don't change a thing
Oh, it's fadin' for ya
[I'm in transit]
Words don't sink, they swims
[Ah, sweet as a moment, be that it may]
Oh, it's fadin' for ya

talk dont change a thing..

ever had?

2010-09-05T22:37:00.004+08:00

just got home from d city, damn trains. i got lost at central twice just getting there n back. central needs CLEARER signs! no kidding. wasted at least 2 hrs trying to get back to west ryde station. n i was traveling alone with no sense of direction. :( but at least im home now. :)

lots of love n hugs,

graceee.... :)

2010-08-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

its so easy to say im alrite, to plaster on a smile n moveon with life. but no one knows wats beyond the smile, the 'im okay's' n 'im fine'. just because i look fine on d outside doesnt mean that every day im facing doesnt hurt. i hav my own battles, everyone does, mine's just burried deep down, like way down as it always has been.

im happy with life dun get me wrong, im not all depress n shit, just letting out sum expression to ease d frustration. sometimes we should take time to look past one's smile n not just ask r u okay? but whats bothering u. cos if u noice sumthing isnt rite, it most probabbly isnt.

starry starry nite!

2010-08-23T22:19:00.006+08:00

staring out the pitch black sky, only stars shine back at me. blinking its pure diamond-like light onto the quiet neighbourhood. i sumtimes think bout u n noe that im the last thing on ur mind.

i wonder if anyone sees thru my mask that deceives everyone on how happy i really am. im fine is d most common lie told, im guilty of using this line so many times when im not.

sum1 else has came into my life, keeping my mind off alot of things. i love the way he treats me but im cautious with matters of d heart these days, cos i dont wanna b at d losing end again.

wel.. just letting out random thoughts. good nite world. :)

outta my system

2010-08-23T21:49:00.001+08:00

Damn, I mean, I just keep thinkin' about you
I mean, I wanna move on but I can?t move on
It?s like you got some kinda hold on me and, man I don?t know
But I'ma go ahead and talk about it, listen

I'm sittin' lookin' out the window like damn
Tryna fix this situation that's at hand
You're still runnin' through my mind
When I'm knowin' that you shouldn't be
Me all on your mind and I'm knowin' that it couldn't be

'Cause you ain't called and I ain't even appalled
I still got a lotta pain, I ain't dealt wit it all
I been runnin' 'round with other chicks, I'm single and they lovin' it
I'm likin' it but I just want the one that I was in love with

That's not the end of it, I'm tryna let you go
I can't get a grip of it is what I'm tryna let you know
You got a hold or some kinda control of me
I don't know what it is but I gotta get you gone from me

I?m workin' at it and it ain't gettin' no better
Just tryna be like, yeah, forget it, whatever
Instead of starin' out this glass, lookin' at this bad weather
Damn, I gotta pull myself together 'cause

When I?m with somebody, all I think 'bout is you
When I?m all alone, that?s all I wanna do
I miss the smilin' faces in my Sidekick, outta town visits
All the time we spent together
Makes it hard to get you outta my system

And you know what you do to me, do to me
You don?t even understand, damn
And you know what you do to me, do to me
It?s so hard to get you outta my system

I?m too attached, my heart won?t let me fall back
I got it bad, that?s what you can call that
And when I see you in the streets, that?s the worse for me
Used to love the little things you did, that?s what works for me

It?s too major, don?t see you in my pager
Know what you doin', where you at or can I see you later?
The fellas tellin' me, ?Just let her go, Bow?
Believe me, I?m tryin', man, I just don?t know how

I be in all the top spots, leavin' with the hot shots
Knowin' they just want me 'cause I?m in the top spot
That?s not poppin' and my brain ain't stoppin'
Thinkin' who she with or where she goin', is she club hoppin'?

I never had this kind of problem in my life
This is my first time dealin' with this kind of fight
It?s every night and every flight and every time you in my sight
Damn, this ain't even right 'cause

When I?m with somebody, all I think 'bout is you
When I?m all alone, that?s all I wanna do
I miss the smilin' faces in my Sidekick, outta town visits
All the time we spent together
Makes it hard to get you outta my system

And you know what you do to me, do to me
You don?t even understand, damn
And you know what you do to me, do to me
It?s so hard to get you outta my system

Is it wrong for me to feel this way?
You been runnin' through my mind all day, can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind
But I can't after all this time, that?s what kills me

Is it wrong for me to feel this way?
You been runnin' through my mind all day, can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind
But I can't after all this time and it kills me

When I?m with somebody, all I think 'bout is you
When I?m all alone, that?s all I wanna do
I miss the smilin' faces in my Sidekick, outta town visits
All the time we spent together
Makes it hard to get you outta my system

And you know what you do to me, do to me
You don?t even understand, damn
And you know what you do to me, do to me
It?s so hard to get you outta my system

I remember everything that me and you talked about
Me and you had our whole life planned out together
And if I could, I would turn back the hands of time
And correct all my mistakes that I ever did

But now I guess I gotta move on, right?
It?s still hard and I still love you to this day
Peace

-outta my system by bow wow!

love this song. :)

hates the short attention span.

2010-08-18T19:27:00.002+08:00

n no its not me, its how guys hav super short attention span when dating girls. no kidding. its goes great in d begining. n dies down without warning. next thing u noe, ur wondering if u r even in a r/s to start with. its so bloody annoying.

why cant guys not get bored wit dating 1 girl for a long period of time? anyway screw it. im not gonna wast emy breath thinking bout what should n should not be done. im sticking with being single. r/s r overated anyway. ;P

trial balances r meant to balance, so y doesnt mine?

2010-08-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

yea, accounts is boring me to tears n yet its so frustrating cos it doesnt balance or add up. how can such a dull subject be so complicated???? ishh....................

moving on, life's been pretty good to me. am loving the weather these few days, hopefully it stays this good cos i cant wait for spring to come.... :) am a summer person so spring is my 2nd fav season.

had a massive update on songs from roger a few days ago, n i hav yet listen to all of them but i do like quite a few from claude kelly, n no he isnt gay tho he sings sum songs from a girls point of view. he's a song writer n a rathe rgood one may i add. lyrics-wise.

wel.. im suppose to be doing my accounst so i should getback to that. nites peeps. :)

no fuss,no complicated stuff.

2010-08-12T17:28:00.002+08:00

altho i din say half d things that i wanted to in my head, but its okay cos we need not explain ourselves as that wont change the end result. i hope we'l be great friends n i hope u'll be the best that u can be, not for anyone else but for urself... to exceed that expectations of others that have dubbed upon u. i noe ur r capable of alot of great accomplishments if u could be bothered to give it ur all. im glad ur busy with ur work as it shows that u care bout studies. :) hope to c u around.

n im always here for a chat/hug! :D

3 months

2010-08-11T21:50:00.003+08:00

never thought we'll be 2gtehr this long but eventho we did, part of us died on d way of getting here.
i miss u so much at times but i noe u dont. n it kills me to noe that u never will. but i will be okay, u may never noe this but u were my sunshine, n u really did make me smile for awhile.. once upon a time.

i loved u n now i've losts u... im losing grip on what we had... n i cant find it back. its okay, i guess we were never meant to be.. but i wish u ntg but d best, n even if everyone has their back agaisnt u, i will be here for u. no but's, no exception's, cos thats just kindda person i am. u can stand under my umbrella. :)

random thought!

2010-08-11T20:10:00.004+08:00

was reading sum older posts n i realise how often i updated d blog when i 1st got here. how whne i din had any friends n spend my fridays n sats in. how i bloged cos i was bored outta my mind.

looking at things now, its so different from a few months ago. im almost never home on fri n sat nights these days, n im only back after midnight when im out.

i use to worry bout not fitting in, bout if i will ever make any friends n turns out i was worrying for ntg cos i did make friends that made life so much more fun. that made uni so much more bearable. :)

i remember d random web cam moments when i used to chat with my sister n she would tel me how everything was back home,how i was always sad after those webcam sessions cos i feel like i was losing touch with everything i was familiar with.. losing grip on everything i knew so wel..

it worries me less now, cos i realise starting over isnt that hard after all.. learning everything from d scratch again can be frustrating but u get to be familiar with new things.. with new ppl.. in a new environment.

now that uni is back on,the workload has given me less time to worry bout myself n more attention to my grades that i need to pull up after the average grades i got last sem. i noe i can do better n i should hav done better. but i din, so im determined to do better this sem.

its a pretty dull post peeps but im just ranting anyway. :)

the current hairstyle. :) yeshh... im a redhead! x) wel.. brownish with a tinge of red. hehe...

a shot of me n shev at a zouk club in kl. :) 1 of d best nites ever.....<3>

nites n peace out y'all! :)

Xx...

dont let me stop u.

2010-08-11T14:48:00.004+08:00

randomly i felt like this songs just expresses how i feel.

I used to be a little bit shy
I kept my deepest feelings inside
Speaking up to you about my
Emotions has always been hard
But this just can't wait
Tonight I feel a little bit brave
So I won't let one more day pass without you
Explaining what we are

This is gonna sound kind of silly
But I couldn't help but notice
The last time you kissed me
You kept both eyes opened
Baby can you tell me what does that mean?
If you're looking over your shoulder
Then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

A lot of things I can take
Got a high thresh hold for pain
But let's get one thing straight
I'm not down to share you with anyone
If that's not what you're looking for
Nice knowing you but there's the door
Cause I know that I can find someone
Who'll give me what I want

This is gonna sound kind of silly
If you're looking over your shoulder
Then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance, get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

Even if I end up broken hearted
I won't lie
I don't wanna hear goodbye
But either way I'll be alright

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance, get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance, get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

dont let me stop u by kelly clarkson

u make me an option.

2010-07-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

Being with u is like a slow motion accident,

u know its happening u just dont know when....

i hate how i do this to myself,

i should walk away but i cant let u go.

its so dysfunctional that i feel pathetic being so weak...

what happened to the independent girl that used to walk away from being compromised.

the girl that never took 2nd place, who was cautious when it came to matters of her heart.

where did that side of me went?

when i need it the most, i became sum1 i dont even noe.

1234 tell me that u love me more.

2010-06-22T18:27:00.007+08:00

a few months ago if i was in d same position, i would have gladly walked away from this. Unfortunately right now, I'm giving myself reasons to stay,secretly wishing it'll work out when d walls r crumbling down. what changed over these few months? i don't Noe, i guess i liked u more than i thought i would.

i fail in playing mind games n i fell even though not hard but i did started to fall for u, which i don't wish to regret. somehow I'm getting fed up, fed up of feeling like an option when Ur my priority. there isn't a reason why u should be my priority if Ur gonna treat me like an option.

a friend told me that if u cant be sure or even be d least bit determined that u''ll still be around after 3 weeks, then Ur not worth d love I'm capable of giving. I'm hanging on by a thread, show me Ur determine to change, that this time its different as u claim n I'll stick around cos i am on d verge of walking out of this, out of u.

if Ur bored of me like how u usually are with Ur previous experiences then I'm here to say that I'm not like Ur previous experiences, i might look lost a lot n like a kid but i will walk if i think Ur just gonna waste my time n treat me like an old toy. show me that this time its different, i told u i dun care bout Ur past, or what u did, i love u for who u r with all Ur faults n flaws. i love u n i hope u still feel the same about me. < /3<>

my day as a tourist!

2010-06-20T21:11:00.003+08:00

2day was pretty awesome! :D joe,greta,abi n heather brought me along d opera hse, botanical garden n guess wat we walked across d whole harbour bridge! :D n we went to Luna park as well n got a ferry back to circular quay, quite an achievement for 1 day! :) n d weather was nice n sunny so that's even better, i just wished De boyfriend was there but it was still a great day all d same!

here comes d longggggg line of pics! :D u can tell i had fun!

lots of hugs n kisses! < 3grace

a revival?

2010-06-10T19:32:00.005+08:00

hey, i noe its pretty dead here for awhile now but i can explain, finals r on now, i've got accounts on tues n marketing on thurs which is d final paper *squeals*!

but yea, d past few weeks hav been hectic with countless assignmnets being due. trust me, 1st year of uni is no joke. i hope i get a credit in economics. :/

am sooo not happy with d paper which i was half guessing n i noe i suck in economics but its a complusory subject which IF i fail i hav to re-do. :(

so plssss plssss pretty pls that i pass.

as for my personal life, its pretty personal so i wont share it here. but i want YOU to noe that it wasnt easy for me, cos i did bleed n i did get hurt. i noe im with someone else now, n u probably hate me but i did loved u n i never saw this for us. if u hate me, i dont blame u. but i wish nothing bt d best for u. all d best n i hope we'll be able to stay friends. :)

was emo-ing for abit earlier, accounts wa my strongest subject n now i feel so dissapointed in myself for forgeting all d basics. gahhh... :O

n tis lead me to looking at Mufy days pic which made me even more emo cos i missed those days. i noe i like it here but i still miss my friends esp back home.

okay, enough emo-ness for one post! will upload pics when i cam whore! :)

xoxo n wish me luck!hearts!

u wanna make a memory

2010-05-14T19:01:00.003+08:00

its been awhile since i actually wrote stuff here, finals r around the corner so its not making life any easier, with a bunch of work to get started with. life's been good at the moment. im going thru a ac/dc n bon jovi phase. thanks to iron man2 which btw was freakin awesome!!!! =D LOVED IT! n i din realise Scarlett Johnson was in that movie till my friends said Scarlett looks hot when she was taking out the bad guys n im like oh, thats her? lol.. she looks so diff not being blonde.

<3!

a lil part of the song im currently listening to rite now,

If you go now, I'll understand

If you stay, hey, I've got a plan

We're gonna make a memory

You wanna steal a piece of time

You can sing the melody to me

And I can write a couple of lines

You wanna make a memory?

-(you want to) make a memory by bon jovi! :)

good nite world! (n yes im home on a fri nite! lol..)

u r the only exception

2010-05-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

its been awhile now, but its funny how we r still how we r. im surprise how far we are, i guess we'll see how this goes cos u noe that i need time to get use to it. =) im waiting for that day too! u noe how i feel about u! ur the only thing that i noe will never fail me! u'll fly here for me n ur doing so much to get me back, ur effort has a weird effect on me. we'll both wait till then.

xoxoxoxoxxxx.....

wishing u all the best on ur tests on monday! ;)

airplanes-b.o.b ft hayley williams from paramore!

2010-05-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
B.o.b. Airplanes lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/bob-airplanes-lyrics.html
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

2010-04-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

am trying to fill in my 1 week of hols so at least i noe i enjoyed it n not waste it by being at home all the time. its kindda hard to not miss home when ur thinking there's so much to be done withing 1 week if i was home. i would actually hit a club instead of waiting for some friends to hit the club n den going with them, plus i hav no idea how i'll get back if i do hit a club. i hate public transport. if i had a car i could actually stay in it for a nite.

i'll stop whining...

im excited cos im going DFO with abi 2moro.. more shopping!! =) n i've got marketing group meeting on wed n cell after that, so wed is gone. weekends r probably out with uni friends on a soccer match! =) tho im not a HUGE soccer fan i dont mind going to a game! it''l b fun so i hope i dont get lost. =)

its keeps me going!

2010-04-08T15:47:00.002+08:00

AM sooo... looking forward to mid sem break.

its seriously my only motivation!!

let me whine abit so here it goes,

my usual sat mornings would include sleeping in, if im not heading out BUT this week the uni decide to spoil it for me by plonking a test on sat afternoon! n its an important test which is COMPULSORY!

plus i've got accounts assignmnet due on mon and a econs tests in the morning!!!

its no wonder i hav breakouts!! gahhhh....

im honestly gonna start planning for the week break im gonna have!

DFO... day out in the city... etc r all part of my de-stress plan.

i just hav to pull thru this week. wish me luck ppl. =)

okay im done whining...

NOW TO STUDY ACCOUNTS!!

2010-04-01T09:47:00.002+08:00

i noe its not easy letting go,
letting all that we've biuld crash n fall,
im not saying that its an instant decision but i wanna let u prepeare for the future
i might not stick around very long
right now...
i dont hav an answer,
neither do u want to hear it.
whatever it is, live for the moment, dont let things like this pull us down.

untitled.

2010-03-29T19:09:00.002+08:00

someone tell me why, im finding u a annoying. its not just when u say or what u say any more, its just even the way u behave. i dont feel like im dependent on u, somehow along the way, i grew independent just like how i used to. im happier this way, u noe i've always pride myself with being able to stand on my own. i told u i was never the clingy girlfriend, n i dont want to be. i was, but no more. like i said before no promises, we'll see how it goes. but even if u step back into my life, i want a change. i dont want to be dependent on u, because i hate the feeling when u were not there to lean on, i hate the feeling that im alone after so long. i like where i am now, so dont change me.

picturesss just like i promised..

2010-03-27T20:11:00.003+08:00

this was a joke btw, it was alrdy night but we wore our sunnies! =D

FREE KE$HA CONCERT!

2010-03-23T18:59:00.003+08:00

im just got back from Ke$ha's concert! it was the BOMB! n the ending, it rained gold n silver confetti! AWESOME...!!!! like no one escaped it, there was confettin everywhere (yup, even in my boots!)

it was so last min, i only found out from a uni friend at 2 when the concert was at 6! haha.... but im glad i went, her voice aint that good live, but her vibe n the crowd's atmosphere was spectacular!!!

will upload videos n pics when i get em on fb! =)

gosh,im tired but i hav to stay up n do BAS! thats the price i pay for watching Ke$ha i guess. but it was Worth it!! =D

a strange thought

2010-03-10T19:16:00.002+08:00

its strange how i never thought i'll miss u like how i do,
its strange how everything is now,
its strange how i never thought i'll ever have this problem till now,
its strange how much im missing because im here,
its strange how distant u feel when u're not around,
its strange how i thought i would just blend in without a doubt,
its strange how everything is harder in real life,
its strange how we have so much doubt about ourselves,
its strange how it feels like forever within months,
its strange how hard i have to work from now on,
its strange how i was never warned about alot of stuff,
its strange how the weather can turn in a blink of an eye,
its strange how everyone is moving on with life,
its strange how we live our life,
its strange how i even came up with this,
its strange how i think im strange when we're all strange most of the time.

gosh, im so strange! uni is getting hold of me..!!

fell...pick up the pieces...move along...

2010-03-07T13:59:00.006+08:00

i fell that day while humming to 'raindrops keep falling on my head' (it was drizzling) now im suffering from badly scrapped knee n palm! =( that day just wasnt my day. seriously.... i tore my brand new leggings when i fell n my umbrella is now distorted cos it hit the ground when i fell...

GOOD NEWS IS I BOUGHT 2 NEW LEGGINGS TO REPLACE THE TORN ONE, it was a 2 for $25 sale... so obviously u buy 2 rite? newayy.. the weather here is getting colder (but not cold enought for knee-high boots!) so i went to macquarie mall earlier n got myself a pair of FLAT studded ankle boots! =D it look awesome n it keeps my feet really warm.. =) the boots would look good with my new hoodie n skinnie... gosh,im never this excited over cold weather before. now im just hoping the winter chill will creep in ~~slowly~~ quickly. but not too cold.

moving on from clothes, uni is really stresseing me out. i doubt i'll hav time to blog at all by the time week 5 arrives. its only week 1 n i hav to submit a draft for my marketing assignmnet due in week 3 that takes up to 25% of my final mark! ( it freakin stress when i hav other subjects to worry about too!) gahh.... i never thought uni would be this hard, n they say that 1st years r easier... pftttt.... i honestly cant imagine my 2nd n 3rd year ~~if i live long enought to face that~~

okay, i gtg STUDY! (yes, read my LIPS: S-T-U-D-Y!) got piles of reading n analysing to do...

day in the sun!

2010-03-01T13:20:00.002+08:00

okay, sum of u may noe i've had a beach craving since i came here, n last sat im happy to say i satisfied that craving!!!! =D yay! had a beach day out ozzie style! woot! x) it was awesome. i really love the water n the waves, i jst wished i had more timee... i had to leave early to catch the bus home while everyone else stayed back for the bbq.

thos who hav me as ur friend on fb should have seen the beach pictures by now! but just for ur convinience i'll post it up here too!!! =D

the pictures tells it all...

oh n it was my 1st day in uni today! it was pretty okay. else den the rain which is freazing m butt off... (gahhh...i caught a cold!) :( thats all for today peeps! ;) stay tuned to find out how uni life is getting...

i loveee sale!!

2010-02-25T13:52:00.003+08:00

heh...finally visited top ryde shopping mall which is really near te bus stop i get home, so today since i was done early, i decided to pop byn have a look see n i definately love it... there is so plenty of shops selling a wwide variety of things from groceries to fashion to tools n stuff. neway, sales here r freakin awesome! like sometimes its better den m'sia, i bought some t-shirts for only $5 each, thats lik rm15 for each which after u see it u would agree with me that its totally worth it, tho usually clothes here r rather expensive esp with the conversion rate but during slae time its actually rather affordable. like a REALLY REALLy cute short dress can be $10/rm30 (compare to a dress on sale in nichii which is rm40+ n everyone has the same piece).

okay... i shall not bore u anymore.. ta-ta...
class starts next week! *eeekkkk...*

bbq is an aussie thing

2010-02-23T19:38:00.002+08:00

the solomon's 1st bbq!

n i got to experience it. heh...

it was their 1st bbq set n it was like the vry 1ST time being used so yea, it was exciting to see if it was gonna turn out alright or if we were gonna end up frying our sausages in the frying pan instead.

we had lamb n beefsausages n salmon (yum..!) i seriously love bbq-ed salmon more den it being cooked any other way. n the fish was superb cos it wasnt overcooked (in fact a lil undercooked so i did warm in up abit on he rawer side n it turn out extremely delicious.) not bad for a first timer. heh..

tho it wasnt my 1st bbq experince (thx to the bbq set at home n countless christmas bbq parties.) i wasnt much help else then cooking the sausages which turned out good btw. ;) im glad it was a success, i just wished i learned how my mum baked her patatoes n her corn which would hav been very pleasant adding to the meal cos it was lacking in greens.

we're probably gonna try some steaks the next time, after we've test run it once, we're ready for the next try-out. =) tho i dont think with the current summer heat. it was blistering 37 'C (degree celcius) yesterday.

oh,n i've got a ~~funny~~ stupid story to share,

to all of u who know me will know that i am particularly blur n dont pay much attention to details.

wel..i FINALLY learned my lesson after this.

it was a very sunny n hot monday, n waking up at 8.30 i started to get ready n left the hse for the bus stop at 9.40. walking under the wickedly blistering sun is no joke, even with sun screen on the heat penetrates into ur skin. i felt like a smoked piglet being smoked..

anyway, i reached uni by 10.40, n waited just outside the hall as i knew clearly that my orientation time was 11am. after waiting for15 mins or so,i approached a girl (my 1st uni frined!) n asked if she knew where would the orientation be as there was a few halls. she didnt know but offered to accompany me as i asked one of the staff. the staff looked at me funny wheni said i was here for the b of business n commerce orientation n explained that it was on thurs,n that today's orientation was for was non-business courses!

*smacks myself in the head*

so no point waiting till 5 for my algebra class,therefore i took the bus home n wasted my time n bus fare not to mention almost fainted from the scrouaching heat. massive case of dehydration i tell u.

MORAL OF THE STORY IS.....

pay EXTRA attention to dates,venues n time to any event at all cos it might save u $$ n precious time (plus extra sleep...)

bbq pics...

the NEW bbq set.

thats all tonite folks, it was a long1.. =)

the new header!

2010-02-20T16:48:00.004+08:00

i ran outta m&m's by the time i reach "E" so the kit kat was an artistic touch. haha.. =)

heh..like the new header?
i made it myself this afternoon while munching on heavenly M&M's. =D it was random but i <3>

i survived algebra class! xDit wasnt that bad, just boring n everyone was bz with their own work. :/till next time when i hav more to say.

2x+/- 2-a=Algebra!

2010-02-16T20:30:00.004+08:00

lol..the title is crap but i really cant be bothered to make a formula for algebra, a subject that i personally don't understand. so yea,i cant believe i actually sayin this but im pretty nervous for class tomorrow. have everything i need i think. O.o

on another note, bus routes confuses me.

like really, all the timing n bus stops at the certain time can be more confusin that i thought. trying to find the right bus to board on the right time for class is such a hassle,plus i hav to walk around 600m to 2 km sometimes if the bus stop isn't near where i stay.. gahh... i miss having a car! or at least having sum1 to drive me to n fro. taking the bus is like algebra in a way... x)

nites world... *yawn* off to bed.

hmm.... this or that?

2010-02-15T12:03:00.004+08:00

n no I'm not talking bought shoes or a cute dress, I'm talking bout choosing my stationery!

like seriously, i just got back from shopping for some stuff that i need for my class n i absolutely love shopping here, be it clothes or even stationery. let me show u why!!

guess what is this?

no, i din go for a concert!

n this ain't my wallpaper either.( tho i wish it was. :/)

its my notebook! =D

n the taxi thing was my laptop cover, cool ain't it?

heh...all prepared for class... I'm soooo excited for ALGEBRA?

p.s i really like my new pencil box... its like 3 in 1! n the smallest pouch fits all my colour pens.. yay!!!

i adore the living daylights outta him..

2010-02-14T12:08:00.010+08:00

he's catching all the girls eyes,

constantly being surrounded by adoring girls,

his charm draws even older girls to him,

n his smile can melt the coldest heart...

he's a future heart-breaker...

meet..

joel supnet!

my valentines!

the lil boy that stole my breath away! =)

he's the cutest,most adorable, brown-eyed darling that i know. n he's obedient! (extra brownie point!)

he's filipino but he's really fair compared to his brothers n sister.

jasmine the sister.

joseph the brother

moving on...

church was great today, cos there was international feast which is basically everyone bought a dish from their own nationality n we all had lunch together. i had no idea that the church had so many diff nationalities... my aunt cooked her malaysian lamb curry! =) n coconut rice. both finished by the end of the feast. everyone was talking n eating n connecting..it was pretty cool. =)

n after the meal joel became the centr of attention among the girls. heh... expected dont u think? ;p

i'll let the pictures do the talking,

after all they say a pic is worth a thousand words...

on the way to church..

the cousin n her best friend
the feast!! =)

heh...international language of coke! =Dsam's fav drink.

jasmine supnet
candid shot
CNY semangat!

the darling boy! =)

heh...alyssa,joel n i!
my dream lil brother!

being tickled by andrea
shocked?
the brother!
doesnt he look like a poster boy?
with ian n jonathan(joel's brother too!)
my personal fav of him!!
with his sister
with alyssa.

joel with andrea

kisses..

i love he's smile!
oh n he gives a lot of hugs too!
with thalia

see all the shoes? he was surrounded by adoring fans.
gotcha! =)

gtg put some ear drop! byee...

NO BEACH!! =(

2010-02-13T19:18:00.005+08:00

gahh....the damn rain potong my beach day! D=

n i was sooo looking forward for the beach oh wel.... at least i watched VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

haha...i noe nic is soooo jealous rite now...=p

i got lost n ended up at the olmpic park n had to go back to strathfield hence the pic as i waited 25 mins for the next train to west ryde!!! so i left townhall at 4.05-ish n got to olympic part by 4.30 (btw i passed strathfield on the way to olympic park) so i had to board the next train to strathfield which was 5.05 n board another train at 5.30 back home! by the time i reached west ryde it was alrdy 6!!!gahhh...im so glad i wasnt lost in m'sia at least the trains here r punctual!

oh n all this happen when its my 1st time travelling on a public transport ALONE! heh...quite an experience! soo glad ppl here r helpfull n geenerally its safer here...

the EVIDENCE!

my newly ~~bought~~ broken starbucks bottle!

the eng's!! =)

alyssa with avril!

my 1st CNY in aussie!

alyssa n i.

with avril! she's a lawyer! =D

heh...all 4 of us managed to squeeze into 1 pic.
=)

well..that's bout it for now..im off....ceriOoo...

oh n happy valentines day

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GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

dont they look simply delightful?

2010-02-11T13:56:00.002+08:00

hmm...did u noe u could watch some really interesting videos on youtube?
lol..im guessing most of u alrdy know that but yea, i was just randomly browsing around when i saw this diff episodes of a home-made video by JumbaFund.

basically Jumba Fund creates videos n the more ppl hu watches the video the more money it raises(like nuffnag) but kevJumba(the host) is gonnadonate all the fund collected from his show n donate it all to charity of the viewers choice, whic i find is a great cause. plus his videos r amusing n his dad is funny(in a china men way)...

so since its for a good cause, go watch it!

http://www.youtube.com/user/jumbafund?blend=1&ob=4

this is the 13th episode i think.

enjoyy....=)

i've only got forever...

2010-02-10T13:43:00.004+08:00

sorry guys but today's post is gonna be a tad different from normal

its EMO...

cant help but feel

like we're no longer in this

hours, days n nights has passed

we both grew used to the idea

without each other.

kept busy with our separate lives

we managed to be like we never met

is it me? is it u?

until now no faults can be pushed

to either side

cos no one is the fully innocent party

in this game for two

sitting here...

staring out...

what difference does it make now?

when we're both sharing the same sky

there's no used bringing up the past,

when we have both licked our wounds

n moved on.

looking back,

with a heavy heart

i never expected this,

i always thought it would have been easier

that i was stronger n had the upper hand

but now i see

maybe we're two equals

that made one whole.

but i had more pride,

between the both of us

was more self-centred

i admit that,

but also I'm more realistic

n tho i wish i met u later in life

its fine how we'll always have

our memories bind

i want u to know it was never easy n still isn't to go on...

am thinking of my last valentine...

listening to vegas skies-the cab

you know why...;)

sudden want!

2010-02-09T10:55:00.003+08:00

hmm..does anyone know where i can get a instant polaroid camera? i really want 1 of my own. i read on a friend's blog that a blogshop sells the instant camera but i want a polaroid type. so if anyone knws do let me noe on my cbox. thx!

OASIS

2010-02-08T20:40:00.002+08:00

i heard some terrible news. one of my close besties is leaving. =( its so heartbreaking to noe that some1 so close to me is not gonna be there anymore. hopefully this leave isnt gonna change our friendship cos we've known each other since like forever (literally). n i wish u all the best in life n may we still keep in contact. ur 1 of the longest friends i'll EVER have.

moving on its 11 going on 12 here. im so goingto bed soon. in major need to excercise n lose some obvious FAT that i've been gaining due to the delicious home-cook meals n yummy choc n juice that i've been snacking on. oh n im seeing rachel eng this sat! cant wait to hang out at the beach! =) yay! will take pics love..

til then good nite world...<3!

they can play our broken strings...

2010-02-06T14:25:00.003+08:00

i should let this go.... dragging it on n encouraging u was a wrong move. i keep forgetting that we're like a broken string, trying not to let lt go isnt the answer n that it is still 'broken' in the end of d the day. say good nite cos good bye is hard to say....

here we go again by lady gaga

2010-02-04T20:08:00.002+08:00

All my friends are going out,
But I've been thinking,
Maybe I better stay in bed,
The ceilings spinning round,
Like I've been drinking,
I've got this banging in my head

Boom Boom Boom
I need my Medicine
And the cure aint aspirin

I don't care about tomoro-o-o-o
Here we go again, here we go again
I'll be the last one on the dance flo-o-o-r
When this party ends, When this party ends
I don't even care (no), I don't even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that I was there
I don't even care (no), I don't even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that I was there

I sleep through the alarm
Head under pillow
I know I'm gonna pay for this
I can't stand missing out
So when you call me, call me
I say okay if you insist

Boom Boom Boom
I need my Medicine
And the cure aint aspirin

I don't care about tomoro-o-o-o
Here we go again, here we go again
I'll be the last one on the dance flo-o-o-r
When this party ends, When this party ends
I don't even care (no), I don't even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that I was there
I don't even care (no), I don't even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that I was there

Never wanna Stay Wish I was there
Never wanna Stay Wish I was there
Never wanna Stay Wish I was there

I don't care about tomoro-o-o-o
Here we go again, here we go again
I'll be the last one on the dance flo-o-o-r
When this party ends, When this party ends
I don't even care (no), I don't even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that I was there
I don't even care (no), I don't even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that I was there

im absolutely addicted to this! she makes me go gaga..... XD

gave in to temptation

2010-02-03T12:07:00.006+08:00

even though every part of my mind was telling me to walk away i couldn't resist. it was like gravity, although i tried to gain back my sanity, i gave in to temptation. what's worse is that i ha the nerve to capture it on camera...how disgraceful can one be. I've been battling inside my head if i should make it known to the world n in the end, i decided....

my love, Guess!!

heh..=p did i fool u?

lol... i simply couldn't walk away cos it was so gorgeous. =) I'm in a joyous mood! hehe...

oh n i though i might as well upload sum pics from the past. its for ur amusement:. =)

byeee....!!!!

can i be your memory?

2010-02-02T10:53:00.003+08:00

i miss G2 SOOOOOO MUCH! =(

seriously its like being homesick. but worse...

i miss spectrum ALOT!!!!

all the times we spend at my place watching dvd's n having cell was just great. n jeremy being so lame that we crack up laughing, plus sam n jem would drive us crazy with trying to play the guitar with every opportuninty possible...shirin n nicole would laugh for no reason...i miss all those sweet memories. damn...im so emo now... =( listening to secondhand serena now. ( jeremy dun give me emo songs next time!!!!!) bye world!

watcha say?

2010-01-31T19:43:00.003+08:00

swimming makes me deaf!

no really..

lol.... i've been finally getting some excercise by swimming cos my cousins hav swimming classes every week. unfortunately my ears seem to always be blocked after i swim reulting in lack of ~~accuracy of~~ hearing altogether, n its been 3 days alrdy.. =(

anyhow, i think its high time i get over some emotional baggage that i've been carrying along for awhile now. so if u read this, do note that i still want my song.

movingggg on, i've been sleeping at 11 for the past few days which is an improvement considering the fact that for the past week i've been sleeping at 2-3 n waking up at 9...i still wake up at 9 tho but i get more hours of rest now. =) n yes, im a cellulite gaining BUM!

with much love.... graceeee! =D

an unexpected twist in my story

2010-01-26T13:05:00.002+08:00

hours after a tearful departure....
shocking news hits me as our hse wasnt the way it usually is. basically sum things were gone, so do the math.

due to the unforeseen situation,dad had to leave the trip early...so much for the boating trip. =( at least we got go out in the boat for an hour. which was fun. i got to steer n stuff....

it AUSTRALIAN DAY TODAY!! which is a public holiday for everyone, we went out for some delicious indian food,really yummy.. ntg much else then that.. so good afternoon n im out.. =)

im not good with goodbye's

2010-01-24T20:04:00.003+08:00

mum n the sisters left sydney today.... as u can probably guess it was emotional for me. the full effect hasnt hit me yet tho, but it will in 3 2 months time.

so far its kindda okay...thinking bout getting a job for a month or less cos my semester doesnt start till end of feb which gives me quite alot of time to settle down n bum around. which is also pretty pathetic considering that i have NO friends yet.

neighbours here r so kept to themselves, i dun think i even see them leave their hse.

wel...i aint planning to be the nosy neighbour so i guess i'll only meet friends when my sem starts or IF i get a job. ( somehow the 2nd option is looking kindda attractive now.)

anywaysss...... no much to update bout so good nite world.... =)

tracing back breadcrumbs.

2010-01-20T19:55:00.004+08:00

i've just got news on which uni im going. =) can u guess? (hint, its in sydney so scratch off monash ppl!) ( i noe i did the foundation for monash uni, stop reminding me...)

its.....*drumroll pls*

UNIVERSITY OF WESTERN SYDNEY!!!

i noe many of u don't really know where it is so stop acting like u do when we chat on9.lol.... basically its in Sydney, at a suburb,so its not near the city n its pretty laid back but kindda big. u can check it out online at

http://uws.edu.au/. :)

till next time everyone.

signing off....xoxo,grace

1st week

2010-01-20T07:14:00.001+08:00

i could get used to it.....

for the last few days its been mostly browsing around colleges n uni's t see which would pathway i would choose. but it all comes down to UAC's decision which comes out 9pm tonight. ughh...was nervous when i opened it this morning just to check but in bold words it said MAIN RESULTS WILL BE ANNOUNCED TONIGHT AT 9PM. so i have to wait till then.

therefore untill tonite i will be enjoying the macquarie mall n ikea as i shop for furnitures. lol...btw there's also awesome sweedish meatballs here ( ;) i bet u dinno that) but ikea isas popular here as back home. plus, the amount of asians here i feel just like home alrdy.

but of cos i miss ALL my homies back home. i havent made any new friends yet n the only ppl i hang out these few days r my sisters n my young cousins. so i REALLY do hope i'll make new friends before the sem starts. oh, n the weather here is kindda cold for a summer. but im all up for it. =D

till then ppl.

xoxo......

trying to revive!

2009-12-24T10:52:00.005+08:00

hey ppl, i noe my blog is pretty much dead and well...im sorry cos i haven't had any inspiration for awhile now so just a few random staements for this post aite?

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATES CHRISTMAS!!! =D hohoho...

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010 is coming with so much in store with everyone.

been hanging out alot with specktrum + becky and anton! =D

half broke from christmas shopping..

~~had this tiny thing ...still kindda do but its never gonna get anywhere.~~

looking back at 2009, i really met alot of interesting and funny people.

OH N I FINALLY GOT CONVERSE!!! =D heh...always wanted 1.

hello aussie!

ojay, thats it. merry christmas and a great new year ahead!

DAMN I CANT UPLOAD ANY PICS HERE! =(

roting..

2009-11-18T16:39:00.002+08:00

remember the times when u cant wait for the holidays to arrive so u can go out and chill? wel...my holidays are here and i've been bored cos i hardly can go out due to some english exam that im taking on dec so that means i dont get to go out alot and im too lazy to actually study for it.

ughhh...curse the holidays and exams. PLUS having NO CAR SUX! =(

6 months ago, i din get my license yet so i kept staring at my car waiting till the day i got my license and now when i finally got my license i have no car!! gahhh.... D:

anyway enough mourning over thesuckinsh holiday, to all form 5 students out there, good luck for ur 1st day of SPM! =D

6/11

2009-11-06T10:07:00.002+08:00

the worst kind of hurt is the heartbreak. no matter what caused it. it may be the death of a loved one, or the disappointment of a parent or even the end of a relationship. the heart which pumps blood into every organ in our body, keeps our body functioning. without it, we die from a heart attack. but what about times when we don't die physically? we die from a heartbreak.

we don't hear a heartbreak, but we feel it inside. the sudden pain that takes over us physically,emotionally and mentally. we feel the stab of hurt as if a invincible knife had just pierced thru our warm body and straight thru the heart. the unmistakable pain...

all my life, i have made plenty of stupid and just plain mindless mistakes. all which affected me or/and my parents and family. most of it now, i look back and regret. sometimes wishing that if only i could turn back the clock and get another chance, I'll do better...I'll makes the right choices. but like everyone else, there is no turning back.. there is no second chance is doing it all over.

i can apologize till my lips run dry or cry till there is no tears left in me but no matter what i do, nothing can turn back or take away the hurt I've caused both my parents. they say' a wise man learn from other's mistakes but a fool learn from his own'. the saying is very true however, I'm neither a wise man nor a fool. I'm worst than a fool because i don't always learn from my mistakes. and the hurt I've caused my parents replay again like a watched before movie. I've seen it time after time and its not that i do it on purpose, but i just don't think that the consequences of my actions will resurface to haunt me. regretting and fretting over split milk is useless i know, so should we just continue and not worry bout the things we have already done?
i often think which is harder?

to me,continuing with life without trying to worry bout what we have already done is harder. because i know i tend to look back at my actions only after I've done it. sometimes (more often than i like to admit) i act without rationalising or thinking about what consequences i will have to face. stupid, dumb and irrational and unresponsible...but yes, that's the way i am sometimes.

so to my parents who may never get to read this. i apologize to u sincerely. although i would like to promise that i wont let u down ever again, that would be lie that i cannot uphold. i know im human and am not perfect and i would also know that the chances that i wont let u down ever again are as slim as 0. closing this post i hope not to repaet my mistakes and at least be a fool then being worse than one.

day off

2009-11-04T14:50:00.002+08:00

and my accomplishment for today is finally tagging everyone on facebook on the last day pics. whew...it took me an hour or so. but its done...yay.. so if ur my friend on facebook go look it up! =) heh...that's all for today folks. =D

ressurrection?

2009-10-26T20:48:00.003+08:00

i noe my blog is half-dead or alrdy dead but havent had the time since finals are here. and i just realided i've been spending more since finals are nearer. i guess it helpd me release stress?

amyway, im glad im done with my english paper. my next challenge is accounts and maths, both on the same day! =( plus its pouring cats and dogs outside so that makes me stuck at cc! gahhh....in all places rite? ppl are shouting all kinds of foul language like no's business which is true but im in a pissy mood i guess being stuck here and all....

no real update till my exams end, den i promise a massive uploas of pictures and a summary of MUFY and my 18th year! (prepare for emo-ness) XD lol....

neway... signing off ppl. i really hate the damn rain!

and then there was MUFY TALENT QUEST!

2009-10-08T20:02:00.003+08:00

dear readers, sorry my rather dead blog. its been rather hectic and stresful as exams are getting nearer and nearer with each passing day. wel..where do i start? oh, i got 3 2 new fishes (november died after 2 days. :( ) so say hello to wednesday and eve (like cny eve or x'mas eve)!

oh and MUFY talent quest was on today. it wasn't bad but it wasn't all that either. pictures below will explain tho i din get much cos i was busy backstage helping out n stuff but it was an experience i guess.

btw to the both Esther's, u too were great! =)

to Esther lee: as long as u had fun and be what your comfortable with then its fine. =)

to Esther Au: need i say more? u already had the experience babe! love u! =) i still absolutely LOVE your RED DRESS ! ;)

love u both gorgeous girls...=) xoxo...

damn internet, i cant upload my pictures! =( !!

letting off steam.

2009-09-27T21:30:00.005+08:00

have u got times when u just cant take it anymore? when u just wanna let it all out and quit pretending everything all fine and your smiling but your hurting inside?

well..i just had a moment like that and I'm letting it all out.

it wasn't a big deal to start with. i told u time after time that shit u say sometimes do upset me. so many times told u and again so many times u said u would change just give u time. well... its been months but nothing is getting better. i hate it when u don't think bout what u say, cos sometimes upsets me. ALOT and u know it sometimes,however sometimes u don't. when u don't , i don't blame u cos i do think that i can get emotional and sensitive, so i usually blame myself and just shut up about it. but rite now, i am on the verge of exploding and i cant just let it go. u say 'sorry' like its a pass to get out of trouble. BUT SOMETIMES SORRY ISN'T ENOUGH!

I'm not seeking for an apology , I'm seeking for change. for sincerity...something genuine that u mean it when u say it. somehow, along the road to where we are now, 'sorry' has lost its sincerity. u use it like its an free pass to avoid arguments and discussions.

your scared that we fight if we talk about it. well..maybe i don't think that way. i would rather sort it out and talk bout it rather then taking the blame just to avoid talking bout it. i told u all this before and i hate repeating myself in these kinda things but i cant see any change even after i brought it up. we promised to tell each other things we didn't like even if it hurts but now i just get the feeling that u would happily avoid certain topics that i wanna talk about. i don't wanna keep it bundled together in knots till i explode one day, i wanna share my opinions and thoughts with u no matter how different we may see things cos to me, being in a relationship isn't about getting it right,its about getting it wrong and learning from each other.

i know sometimes we're worlds apart but u make me feel like i belong in your arms. that no matter what you'll be there for me and i can count on u. but how much do i have to sacrifice to have that feeling? haven't u thought of why i worry so much sometimes? its not always about me, its you. your studies, your views, your future and your well-being suddenly became my interest too. I'm not blaming u but i worry cos i care about u and i love u. if i don't worry bout u then i should start worrying bout myself and us. but i care. a WHOLE LOT TOO MUCH SOMETIMES, but i don't mind. cos if i can do anything or make a difference in your life to make it better then to me its all worth it. but how much more tears and heartache do i have to go thru? u tell me. cos i might not be able to handle too much more.

(sorry that today's post is emo, i just needed to let it out!)

xoxo,yours truly.

wet and jammed bali!

2009-09-25T10:06:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Bali ppl! =)

it wasn't bad just wasn't dat awesome u noe, but i guess i should be grateful that i went in the 1st place. anyhow before u ask me how my trip was, let me answer by, WHY DIN ANYONE TELL ME BOUT THE TRAFFIC AND WEATHER THERE?
no, i dint mean the hot weather, more like constant rain and more than 2 hour jam. i spend the 2Nd day mainly in the bus because of the congestion and din even get to the volcano mountain cos it was too long. well..now that I've let it all out, the trip was kinda fun as i tried para sailing (while the sun smiled for a that morning) and it was cool but it was all over too fast and the next thing i knew i was back on solid ground/ sand. it would have been better if it was longer. wanted to try the banana boat but from the amount of motor boats out on the sea, it would be a matter of time before i crashed in to 1. so we didn't in the end. lack of pictures but there are kinda few.

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xoxo...=)

done with hell!

2009-09-16T18:10:00.002+08:00

Oh god, finally after 2 weeks of suffering and re-doing im done with my research project! =)

its was dragged over the duration of 2 months but i only knew bout the due date for the final draft last week! all dats left is binding my work n tally ho im free for raya holidays! =)
ok short 1 today1 =) xoxo

shit happens

2009-09-04T17:18:00.002+08:00

god in all days the day before shev's party i have to be screwed. ughh... it must some sort of punishment for all those classes i skip!

been feeling moody most of the day n its not getting any better! i so so sooooooo hope i can go for shev's party tomorrow nite, i can tell she's alrdy pissed off. damn damn damn......

oh n HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARION!!! =)

wishing u an awesome day n night n ur legal so party hard baby...even tho u alrdy did last night! x) heh....

that's all ppl!

any cheering up will reallyyyy help me nw...i think..

s'long...farewell.... oh n this is really adorable!

cookie monster cupcake!

2009-09-03T21:54:00.005+08:00

this captivated me.

MY HAIR DEPENDS ON THE WEATHER ! XD

lol...if u don't get it, let me explain.

my highlights are kinda dark n its only obvious under the sun so when its a gloomy day or dark its not visible. so I'll be hoping that the weather is gonna be sunny all year round! =)

hehe...impossible tho.

today was rather FUN! =) hanged out with Nadia n Ami after so so long since the 1st semester. it was fun, we chat, ate n snap picturess...haha..isnt that what we girls do best. actually the pictures was only cos we got excited over the photo printing machine n stared taking a pic or two in the shop itself. i must say the lighting was great n i loved all 3 pictures. but alas, my hair isn't really obvious or recognisable so u'll just have to wait till i take pictures with the sun over my head to notice that I'm a redhead! xD

with Nadia, she's really nice! =) n has a freaking cool name...Valentino. (yup,its her actual name)

the 3 of us! =) we just looovvveeeeee pictures

really awesome friends and even better babes ! =)

highlighted!

2009-08-30T15:48:00.002+08:00

been HIGHLIGHTED!

at last! lol...

had it done yesterday,while i went for a trim n tot hey im at a salon so y not?

not really obvious tho or maybe not yet i dont noe but i like it. black n RED!

wished it was a ted bit more lighter. cos my hair is really dark n it kindda blends in but oh well..im still like it.

no pictures yet but it'll be up in the next post...hopefully!

till then ppl! owh..n happy merdeka eve! =)

KOALA IS PICKY!

2009-08-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

KOALA's ARE PICKY!!!

didya know that?

today was random. wasn't super hyper or whatever, but took pictures tho. =) quite a few cos i bored waiting at the foyer with Tracy and koala.

tomorrow's gonna be the ORAL PRESENTATION, the actual one that i have to wear semi-former so obviously ntg comfortable. ugh...and I'm going to pasta after that. gosh I'll melt.

blah...

my sisters have gone deaf all of a sudden and are ~~talking~~ yelling to the other person on the line and its pretty annoying after awhile.

.....

snap shots!

ITS DONE!

2009-08-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

IT DONE!

after 4 hours on sunday and around 2-3 hours today, at last im done with my 1st english research project draft .

n its ONLY the 1st draft.

damn, wasted so much time staring at the alrdy written and re-written 4 paragraphs on sunday!

i couldnt think of my plan of development and thesis,

THANK U TRACY so much for helping me even tho u were sick.

i appreciate it alot n sorry for not being really helpful, i tried but my mind was blank!

thanks so much again! =)

felt like a weight has been let off my shoulder. literally..

ciau ppl. im off to sleep. finalllyyyyy im sleeping early n stress free! =)

i gotta a feeling..that tonight's gonna be a good noght..=)

H1N1 VIRUS

2009-08-20T21:55:00.004+08:00

BEWARE: H1N1 (hini) flu has took 67 lives so far!

protect urself n wear a mask!

although i don't do it but its better if u do. anyhow although hini flu is going on,malls r still filled tho. anyway went off to puchong yesterday as we (mainly Ralph n i) skipped maths class. so the whole lot of us,went of to Bukit Putri (i think thats the spelling) n enjoy the view. its nice up there cos there's often a cool breeze just sweeping by

oh n HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHIRIN!

you're an awesome friend n I'm so glad to see how close we are now. ur not so quiet now that I've really gotten to know u n its a good thing. just as how creative u are, ur also a really caring and helpful friend. great job being an ambassador for G2 ! love u girl! =)

she's the sweetest girl...

moving on...

we had SHARITY today so all classes were only 30 mins long. n i ended class by 11,how i wish i could have that everyday. had a temporary tattoo done. =)

lol..lepaked till 5 den dad picked me up from college n off to dinner with my sisters n grandma.

>with jyneesz

>steph

>esther n i (more pics tomorrow from esther's camera)

>my tattoo (temparary but i still like it)

>saw this outside pyramid while i was waiting for ralph. i LOVE IT! but so does half of the materialistic world!

from jemy's camera! (more on my fb account!)

thx jemy for tagging me! hugss...

M.A.D closure!

2009-08-15T15:46:00.004+08:00

as u all know from my previous post or two post ago bout the M.A.D t-shirts and stuff I'm gonna add in something else to really shake up on how much of a big deal it is by spreading the news bout a M.A.D CONCERT!!!

aren't you phys up yet?

now for the common question,

when? Saturday, September 12, 2009

time? 5:00pm - 10:00pm

where? 2 Lorong Sanggul 1b,Bandar Puteri,
Klang, Malaysia

GET UR TICKETS NOW FOR ONLY RM10 EACH!

Any inquires? email-Email: Nesan (nesanclc@gmail.com)

leave me a msg on my cbox! =)

more info at http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/event.php?eid=131747587736

see you there!

kepala telur!

2009-08-10T22:08:00.003+08:00

arent they cute?

KEPALA TELUR!

(HEAD ~~ACHE~~ EGG!)

INSPIRED BY KEE WEI! =D hehe....

i dont think im gonna like this week! it feels like there's gonna lots of coming my way esp since my maths teacher hates my class n giving us crap load of work everyday. ph n god loves us! u noe y? cos he/she made ms.uma absent today so we can postpone our test till tomorrow,at least now i have time to at least study alil bit more after im done with my english presentation... hope eve doesnt sent it to me too late. i still need to study! ahhh welll....till next time ppl!

my as well upload pics from last friday! =)

ampang point view!

while on the way...

before he cut his hair!

the longest bestie! love her to tinny tiny bits! =)
(sorry for not uploading this sooner babe!)

can u spot the monkey?

nites.......................................! =)

BOB!

2009-08-06T22:51:00.004+08:00

meet BOB everyone!

hehe..i gave him as a gift to ralph as a pressie! =)

oh n does a secretary wear high waisted skinnies with a sleeve-less orange tucked in top? god,men have no taste in clothes,n thx u ladies hu put it into words tastefully. instead of 'hey,u look like a secretary...'

anyway now that that's out... i wanna tel everyone bout M.A.D T-shirts ppl! =D (look Excited!)

-its available in 2 basic colours black n white.

(front view)

(back view)

(front view)

(back view)

its only rm30 a piece n guess what its for CHARITY ppl,so yes u r helping ppl at the same time getting something new...aint that nice? ;)

so do ur part n get a tee! =)

xoxo....nites folks! this girl has got some glob assignment to start on.

Free trade or fair trade???

2009-07-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

gahh...English assignment is really starting to get on my nerves. the due date to decide is tomorrow n i am still TRYING really HARD to find my working bibliography. all the damn books that I'm reading on the e-database seems to be not helping at all honestly. i always thought that fair trade was better n that The World Trade Organisation(WTO) was unfair/bias to developing countries but as i was reading a research journal it was saying things like how WTO isn't to be blamed n how its the developing countries fault for all the tariffs n quotas which do make sense but it got me kinda lost. like i haven't got enough facts n tho i could always use last semesters but its like i need more facts for this project it is after all research project n i need thousands of words so i highly doubt glob's articles are enough,they're mainly examples anyway.

SHHOOOT!

I'm boring you aren't i?

sorry dear readers I'm just kindda stressed out i guess. but i did relax a lil with Jake,lol...its been awhile since we hanged out n nice hanging out with u again.(i hope ur in a more cheerful mood by tomorrow,korean boy! xP)

so yea moving on....

went to AC with ralph.esther.jyneez.kee wei n zhen bon.

well...camwhored on the way there. ha ha....n zhen bon was at the boot. i wished i had a picture of him when he fell forward n ended up on the 2nd row floor. hilarious!!! XD

meet yang n stephy there. n lepak-ed till 6 cos Esther had to go. n so did everyone.

ntg mush happened after that so I'll end here.

its not an interesting post today but I'm not that creative or fun or hyper rite nw.

(I'm cracking my head trying to finish my Eng assignment. ishhh...)

well....pictures!! (an attempt to make this post less boring then it already is.)

>an attempt of lala! haha...

>zhen bon! =D

>aint he just like a monkey?

i actually LIKE this pic ALOT!

TTFN!TATA for now..=) -tiger

2009-07-29T18:36:00.002+08:00

hey...sorry for my blog being pretty dead. haven't really got the time to update much. assignments r pouring in like an avalanche so been pretty busy like i mentioned before.

else den my Eng assignment which I'm suppose to do rite nw n research it I've got accounts test n maths results to worry about., god,college can be a pain! tho lets not focus on the tortures in life n turn to list down last weeks event.

DEEP BREATH...

spend my whole thurs morning with christine n her friends.(i miss her so much! n her firends r nice too!) went to 1u on a double date with Esther n her bf,went to chilli's(yummy),went shopping on Saturday n bought a pair of slutty shorts, n eyed a short dress which i bought yesterday.(YAY! definitely wearing it tomorrow.) Dennis passed away so it contributes to the reason i wasn't in the mood to blog the last few days.almost went to AC with Esther n Ralph to meet shun(i think that's the correct spelling.) lol..ended up with him joining us in our maths class when he doesn't even study in our college or course. got blind during glob class, i blame the 2 n a half pages of copying we had to do n i was sitting at the back of the class( why i didn't sit in front? cos i was listening to songs on my phone n didn't wanna get caught as the teacher is pretty strict.) fell asleep in the car when Ralph sent me home n watched the movie "new in town" with my sisters after Ralph left.

Phewww...now that wasn't so long now was it? X)

HAPPY BDAY JI HAU!

2009-07-27T20:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JI HAU!

wishing u a great birthday. n tho i din get to really see u today(probably being too busy being mr.popular. hehe...) but im sure u enjoyed urself from the tired-ness in ur voice. so have a blast ~~today~~ tonight.

LOVE YA...!!!! =D xoxo...

hehe..dats all for today!

Simply Fabulous!

2009-07-22T18:20:00.004+08:00

A FASHION MISTAKE! he could camouflage the wall in his outfit!

learned how to use eye shadow today! lol.... no i haven't been going for make up classes,but there was this Maybelline thing going on in our college today n well...me,Esther lee,Esther Au n JEMY gave it a go. lol...i was surprised at how different jemy looked. tho i think the colour could n should be slightly lighter she does look good with make-up. so jemy if u're reading this: WEAR EYELINER MORE OFTEN! =D

with ami..=) love her loads!

lol...i noe there's more pictures then words but like they say a picture is worth a thousand words rite?
so there's at least 10 thousand words here. hehe...
xoxo...

nmad!! (makes sense in reverse)

2009-07-21T22:34:00.004+08:00

just finished my eng hw..i simply have to get be more organised from nw on. classes r like always but the workload is starting to seem endless.. everyday u have to finish ur work cos if not it'll just accumalate into a pile which knowing myself will never be done,n i need to buck up like seriously after how badly i did for the 1st semester.

neway...there isnt much of a solid topic for ~~today~~ tonight. just loads of blabble.... wasnt in a very good mood today cos again someone was suppose to pose with me but TAK JADI so yea was annoyed n being yelled at for being late just adds oil to the alrdy heatin up fire. Blah but hu cares...thank god i've got my boo to let it all out or i'l be a volcano just waiting to burst.

oh n Obsessed was nice...i thought there was gonna be an affair but at least i noe the husband is clean. =) beyonce was good tho, the whole acting thing works for her.

gonna go off to either to maths or csi in a bit. so i'l just put up a pic or two cos it seems like a pretty short post.

yesterday's waste of time MU match. sat was way better!

my lunch which my boo "cooked" for me. heh...

picture of the day!!

xoxo,nites ppl...

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!

2009-07-18T21:51:00.010+08:00

THE TICKETS.....!!!!

just got back from watching the MAN U match n i must say it was better then my expectation. i thought MAN U was gonna own the game with scores like 5-0 but boy was i surprised when there was a tie after halftime. i bet everyone was jumping on their feets with excitement not very how was today's match gonna end.

Even though M'sia didn't win tonite but I'm rather proud of our local team. the score 3-2 wasn't bad n there were a few close shots but our home team has a strong defence system tho we need to work with our aiming but i VERY happy with the result tonite. ( I BET MAN U EXPECTED AN EASIER GAME.) oh, n it was so awesome when OWEN (no.7) scored a goal on his 1st game with Man U! the crowd went into a frenzy when he entered the field.

All in all I'm super glad for going today with a BIG THANKS to WILLIAM CHUA for inviting me n his friend's dad for fetching n giving us tickets. had a superb time tonite ( yes, even when we got lost finding the train station n being sardined by hundreds of smelly sweaty ppl hu r pushing us in to the gate.) (special thanks again to William n his friend,Saravanen for making sure i didn't get lost or flatten by the crowd.)

the crowd at 4+..can u imagine...

AFTER THE GAME....

the huge turn-up...

more pictures when i get them.

xoxo ppl...im off to bed! =)

boo-less day!

2009-07-16T18:13:00.002+08:00

well..my blog's been pretty dead for now, tho im sorry i dont update dat often, im not as free as i used to be anymore with stacks of homework.
hmm...today was rather expensive, spend rm100+ during the morning n i din even buy dat much. so im kindda broke which is SAD!! >.<

well...let me list down today's rather UN-Interesting events.
~went to pyramid in the morning cos i have only 1 class for the day.
~went with esther n ur boyfriend (became the light bulb/ third party but it wasnt so bad.)
~shopped cos i din wanna disturb their romance.( so that's why im broke.)
~oh yea, went to class..
~end class den went to pyramid,this time with william.
~planned to watch harry potter.
~planned FAILED cos the line was so freakin long..>.<
~ went to the arcade to kill zombies tho i died 2 mins before william.
~ walked aimless-ly around pyramid with starbucks! (super filling...)
~CAMWHORED IN THE CAR WITH THE DRIVER.lol...
(we could be saman-ed for this...haha)

the shots...xD

>>>gangsters dont smile!

the cutebut sad flower thing dat wouldnt spin! x(

lol...we were suppose to be gangster!

woo..im driving...xD

lol..random! =D xoxo,grace p.s i miss my boo today!

3RD's Time the charm.

2009-07-13T16:25:00.004+08:00

I PASS MY DRIVING TEST!!

lol...im just so damn glad n happy about it. its like FINALLY i can stop going for all the practices n waiting till forever for my turn to take the test n stuff. im really fed up with it.

but HOORAYYYYY....i can drive soon. just have to submit my picture n i can speed away in my OFFICIALLY OLD HONDA CAR! ( lol..im not proud of it being a old model but im just glad its not a my mum's proton.)

this calls for a toast. for not giving up? lol...

well..thanks to my parents esp my mum who never got angry at me after all the times i failed. love u loads mum... =) n my boyfren who will always try to cheer me up after i fail.. u noe i loveee u! =D

xoxo ppl...im off to be hyper...!!!!

sha-lala-lala....xD

2009-07-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!

i changed my blog skin, it was getting really boring n den i had a whoel lot of trouble trying to personalise it n stuff.. sorry for not updating much. but the 2nd semester just started n its harder for me to on9nw as i dun have much time. ( damn all these hw!)

anyway....these few days havent been the best. been arguing for the past 3 days with my boo n we got into another fight today after i changed into a diff class leaving him behind cos i was mad at me. (IM MEAN when im mad!) but we talked about it after dat n wel..its kinda settled. we'll c wat happens...
oh yea, im having my driving test on the upcoming mon. WISH me luck ppl, n hopefully 3rd..YES u read correctly 3RD time's the CHARM! =D

nites everyone..off to bed nw!

p.s i feel happy that i finished reading The Outsider! its interesting, definely not what i expected. =)

move aside shia,megan fox has arrive!

2009-06-30T11:06:00.005+08:00

yes...she's the hottest girl alive

(it took me ages to find this pic but this is why guys n girls around the world love her!)

yes,tranformers 2 is showing n i must say it definely doesnt dissapoint. its really cool n the storyline is pretty strong, love the effects which are once again out of this world. the whole cinema clapped when the show was over, 1st time that happened in awhile. i heard that this summer blockbuster is so popular that they're screening it every hour to meet the demand of the public. i wont be surprise cos when i was watching the show there was 3 halls playing it at the same time. so to everyone who hasn't got their hand on this movie ticket yet, i suggest u go watch it cos its really a WOW show. ( i looked around the hall while i was watching n observed that guys n girls were left hanging at every word of the movie,barely blinking for fear of missing the action) this just proves how great the show is.

BIG SHINY MACHINES ROCK!!!! =D

he was the king of pop!

2009-06-26T20:37:00.006+08:00

yes everyone, Michael Jackson is no longer with us... the once crowned King of Pop lost his life to heart attack.. yes, i know its sad..the radio has been playing his songs for the whole day now in honour of him but i find it sad that his songs r only played after his death n not while he was still alive. wouldn't he be more please if his songs were enjoyed before his death rather than after his death?

Michael Jackson has always been an icon known to the world. tho recently he has been facing financial issues and declared bankruptcy however i do think he was a rare jewel, he started pop music which till today we are still listening to on our radio... since young ( pre-school young) I've been singing Michael Jackson's songs, i remember singing a song that goes like this 'save the world ,make it a better place...for u n for me n d entire human race. there are ppl dying if u care enough for the living, make a better place for you n for me.." which touches me. n plenty of other hits, such as the well known thriller, beat it, much more. its so shocking n sudden that i believe no one expect such a tragic end to his life.

I hope he rest in peace n his children are well taken care off by their mother....

moving away from death n into well....farewell's I'm gonna share with u bout sam's n abby jr's farewell party + sum pics on sam's airport sent off!

well..its been awhile since i cam whored rite? so.....

picture of the day...

xoxo...=)

pass or not pass?

2009-06-25T16:33:00.002+08:00

yes, that curve that has been taunting all those who are studying... finals result *thunderstorm cue*

as if daily classes werent torturing enough, the education systems decided to take it to another level by giving exams that force students to trample over each other for the best grade. as the saying goes, the survival of the ~~fittest~~ SMARTEST!

i am definely no goody-two-shoes that score straight A's tho its no hard being a staright A student bacos dats how d world grades u... so for those who r not academically strong (like me) r sometimes viewed as academically challenged n it doesnt really matter if u do well in sports or u have talent in theatre or social skills.

well...my results r rather dissappointing....accounts-D,eng-C,glob-P,econs-P,fd maths-P..n its D for donkey but D for distiction! c for credit n p for pass..obviously..

anyway i gtg...til next time!=)

bon apetite! =)

2009-06-23T15:19:00.006+08:00

guess what? i can cook! wel...almost. i made pasta that day which was my very 1st attempt tho i din have d whole recipe so i made do with what i had... its was kindda sour but not too bad.. lol..next time i'll remember 2 get onions n minced meat...=)

oh n a poor birdie died on my porch dis morning...its really sad. it has its eyes closed shut n it was really little. i have no idea how it died but i tot it deserved a proper burial at least , so i buried it in my garden... next 2 a lil plant... Ralph help me dig a hole cos i was carrying d poor dead bird. it looked like it was sleeping peacefully. no pictures cos its quite rude 2 take pictures of something thats dead i think.

REST IN PEACE BIRDIE!!! =(

fly to heaven....

dats all for nw cos there's honestly ntg much....

p.s i cant wait for transformers to premire! its showing TOMORROR! getcha ur own popcorn! =P

as we go on, we remember all d times we spend together!

2009-06-22T10:36:00.004+08:00

n no its not graduation, but my cell leader n dear friend, samantha is leaving tonite! T.T

she been nothing but an awsome friend n responsible cell leader. all d good times we had during outings n cell is never gonna b d same without her.

SPECTRUM LOVES U,SAM! (damnit im gonna cry)

funny hat day!

weelll..moving on befor my tears start shedding, yesterday was FATHER"S DAY!! didya wish ur dad? well..i bet most of y'all did so give urself a pat on d back for appreciating ur daddies... tho father's day only comes a round once a year, we sholudnt need to only appreciate our dad's at only 1 day of d year. in fact we should b appreciative thru out d whole year, n im not saying we should get gift 365 days a year for our day but by doing small things that make them feel apprecitaed u noe? like a hug when they get home, or a cup of coffee if u have d time. or just a greeting like" how was ur day, dad?" would do wonders even if they dont show it. ( esp all d macho dads hu look tough)

anyway just a SHOUTOUT 2 all d dad's
"HAPPY BELATED FATHER"S DAY!!!!"

3 months n still going strong!

2009-06-17T19:43:00.003+08:00

d lovely 3rd anni gift from my alien! =)

xoxoxoxoxo...thanks alot baby. n i'll appreciate it.

up for d heat?

2009-06-16T16:29:00.007+08:00

imagine the warm sea breeze welcoming u as u step out of d plane...the beach withs its white sand n refreshing blue water...ahhhh paradise aint it? well....dats how i spent my 1st week of my semester break! flew to langkawi on thurs n was back my d saturday which i think was abit too soon but ale n nic had school on mon so i guess its d onli way 2 fit everyone's schedule.

d weather as u can guess i pretty darn steaming. n u couldnt stand under d sun for more than 20 seconds before d piercing sun give u a dose of its heatstroke. n u have 2 run 2 d nearest shade for shelter. but d food was good, seriously if ur going 2 langkawi do try its tom yam soup there. awesomely yummy! =)

oh yea, eventho i went 2 island with a lovely inviting beach thats not only clean but also refeshing. i din get 2 even touch seawater! can u imagine? i even brought my swim suit n everything from sun block to beach towel but we didnt even step down to the white sand. ughhhh.... i PROMISE myself d next time i go back 2 langkawi im making sure d hotel has a beach front or at least touching d water. even if dat means i row a sampan out 2 d sea n swim.

overall i guess d trip wasnt bad, it would hav just been nicer if it was a couple days longer. but i was getting sick of only shopping by d sea side stalls (which is cheap!, a bikini only cost u rm 30 there.)

WARNING: OVERLOAD OF PICTURES AHEAD!

dats all 4 nw! have a nice cuppa coffee......

u couldnt fail me 4 a better reason?

2009-06-10T22:18:00.003+08:00

yea im pissed off n freakin frustrated rite nw as u can tell from d title. let me start from d very beginning....

it all started when i woke at 6 dis morning 2 go 2 gombak 4 my driving test...everything was fine n like every govt department u hav 2 wait for simply ages but thats not d problem, after i successfully passed my slope i was gonna do my side parking n panic so instead of hitting on d breaks i stepped on d accelarator instead n "tiangggg" i FAILED! which is 100% my fault n im not mad at dat.

but after i failed i was waiting 2 do d jalan raya part... thats where things started to turn shitty 4 me. i waited since 1.15 cos d instructors were having lunch so thay told me 2 wait till 1.30. i was alrdy starving but i thought i my as well get over d test 1st. so i waited...n waited...n waited till 2.15 for d instructor to eventually step out from their mid laughter conversation n realise that there were 20+ students who were waiting for them for d last 45 mins. (starting 2 get irritated..)

then...after i got into d car did all d standard check ups be4 i move d car, n everything was going fine else den having a lil trouble with changing gear (when i swear d gearbox was stuck n is not my fault d car is retarded!)

i drove for 2 mins i think not even a quarter of the road when d guy stopped me n told me 2 stop at d side of d road.
HE FAILED ME!
WHY?
cos he said he didnt FEEL THAT I WAS PREPARED ENOUGH!! WTH!!! dats not even a valid reason neither is it a legal reason! i was so shock that i didnt even noe what to reply.
he told me i was gripping d steering wheel to tightly, that i didnt change my gear smoothly enuf n my MIRROR SHOULD B ADJUSTED IN A CERYAIN WAY! everyone's height is diff so shouldnt it b up 2 u?

d only valid reason i can think of is cos i didnt bribe him! seriously...its a MUST 2 pass these days... there's no justice left n d country's corrupted so dont give me shit dat our country is just n cemerlang n stuff cos everyone noes its a freakin lie!

ps im not thinking straight so dont tell me 2 relax... give me a day or 2 to chill...ntg is gonna make me feel better..for now.

just a saturday

2009-06-07T23:45:00.005+08:00

EVERY shade that i can think of....

holidays r here n its time 4 some pampering... ale n i went 4 a manicure n a padicure 2 get us in d holiday mood. pictures says it all....

arent d seats cute? =)

my girl hip hop-ing?

d ultimtae gift for ale!

haha...fooling around while we waited for our nails 2 dry!

i noe im a NERD!

xoxo,nerdy x)

i SAVED A LIFE!! =D

2009-06-05T18:07:00.004+08:00

weellllll...a fish life,but dat still counts rite? d fish looked something like dis,excpt bigger!

it all started when ralph sent me back home, but after our plans was cancelled, we decided 2 chill at d lakeside, n we ( mainly him) caught sight of a strugling fish hu was caught by 2 hooks. d onli reason y we noticed it was cause it was colurfull n rather pretty not d usual red or grey-ish type dat u hav 4 dinner.

anywayyyy.... ralph tried 2 free it but it was too far out n his shoes n jeans got wet so he helped move sum rocks 2 create a stone path so dat i can unhook since i was wearing sandals n shorts! it was rather gross at 1st, d mud was cold n d rocks were slimy n i almost fell over in to d lake but it was all worth it when d fish was finally freed by a kind passer-by hu untangled both d hooks that was caught at d tail n in d fish mouth in 2 or 3 seconds. ( so much 4 my effort which i struggle with d hook 4 at least 10 minutes) (but at least i tried my best 2 saved fish rather den sum1 hu didnt dare 2 touch it!)

after d happy fish was freed it wasted no time in jumping back 2 d lake, i din even had time time 2 say bye! but oh well....i feel happy that i managed to saved it,tho it wasnt completely my effort but if we(ralph n i) din try, den d passer-by wouldnt noe bout d struggling fish n it may die. so YAY US! thank u kind passer-by! =)